Hi, I was in a car accident 4 years ago, I had hurt my back and had 3 knee surgeries and my knee still is not right, I have pain 24/7 , I am going to pain management , and I am on vicodin, it gives me side effect , like sadness and anxiety, I am on muscle relaxers and anti anxiety medicine too. I really want off the vicodin, it. bothers my thinking and I have a hard time reading my bible. and I just can't get interested in anything , I am depressed, it's like I have no will power to stop them, I take 3 pills a day, the dr gave me some other medicine to try but they really hurt my stomach, I have lost 12 lbs, so I'm weigh. 98 , right now. I really need prayer for. will power, how do I draw. strength. from God. to stop, I was going to try just asprin but I don't know if it will be strong enough, I feel so bad that I feel like I let God down cause I am not trying harder, or stronger.... please someone tell me how can I get myself out of this mess Ihave let myself into.. thank you...