Otherside (KC)

[kmacadelic]

Hey,
Well maybe it's time to free myself from afflictions better less known. I used to live in a world at 14 that changed everything. The church of satan took me in at extremely young age and maybe that was because no one was paying attention to me at home and things were fricked up. But, I would never be the same after I got in it. There like wolves that will rip your heart out and feed it to you as you scream. At 14, I understood what it meant to be completely broken on the brink of insanity and suicide. This is me and thus a story lesser and better unknown. ~To be continued.Lost in infinete cold there is events I wanted to escape from. -the death, the world in which demons exist, rituals,sex,blood and black. I am 17 now, and lost inside of the thoughts.

 

[kmacadelic]

Lost in infinete cold there is events I wanted to escape from. -the death, the world in which demons exist, rituals,sex,blood and black. I am 17 now, and lost inside of the thoughts.

 

[kmacadelic]

Is there anyone that understands this? Second of all, is there anyone who has experienced it?

 

[vespasia]

Whilst I do know about CoS and various other related groups you might find it more helpful to make contact with the forum Chaplains.

They may be better able to help you locate the support you need.

http://www.christianforums.com/f792/

 

[kmacadelic]

Ok

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[joey_downunder]

Hi there, there are a lot of testimonies and Christian ministries online from people who have experienced what you have.

Refuge Ministries - Home
Testimonies | Christian Apologetics and Research Ministry
EX Satanists+EX Witches True Stories - YouTube

If you believe in Jesus Christ you are saved no matter what you have done.

Romans 5:6 For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. 7 For one will scarcely die for a righteous person—though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die—8but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. 9 Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. 10 For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life. 11 More than that, we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation.

 

[joey_downunder]

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[fdsfndls]

The road out of darkness can be a long one. Support is very important, but sometimes not something you can get a lot of. The more you go to churchs, ministries etc, the more people will be able to pray for you. Unfortunatly, we're all human, and you can't expect to be understood or get the advice or compassion that you need. God says that we reap what we sow - just do your best. I pray for others and it keeps me from day to day.

If you had a son, who was trapped in darkness, would you not want him to reach the light? God is a father.