Any one here end up smoking for replacing one bad habit with another?
I pretty much hated myself, and always being controlled by my mum. when i was about 11, i started doing weed with my mates, it was pretty much everyday, and i constantly drank as well. My mum didn't know what was going on, i was always at a friends house, and always seemed to be ill when i was around her, this was plainly from hang overs and stuff.
I started going to church in the evenings, i spent the first few times crying my eyes out the whole time i was there. the guilt was overwhelming me. but, i went back to school and did it all over again,then came the time when i decided to stop doing thesse things. I just simply couldn't stop the bad habits all together, i had to replace them somehow, i still hated myself, and my family, and i didn't know how to replace them with good habits, so i ended up smoking with a load of my friends, i didn't really want to, but i had to do something to replace the habits.
I was just wondering if there was anyone else here who did the same thing as me, to replace something bad with another bad thing, without really looking to God to show you the good things to replace it with?
I pretty much hated myself, and always being controlled by my mum. when i was about 11, i started doing weed with my mates, it was pretty much everyday, and i constantly drank as well. My mum didn't know what was going on, i was always at a friends house, and always seemed to be ill when i was around her, this was plainly from hang overs and stuff.
I started going to church in the evenings, i spent the first few times crying my eyes out the whole time i was there. the guilt was overwhelming me. but, i went back to school and did it all over again,then came the time when i decided to stop doing thesse things. I just simply couldn't stop the bad habits all together, i had to replace them somehow, i still hated myself, and my family, and i didn't know how to replace them with good habits, so i ended up smoking with a load of my friends, i didn't really want to, but i had to do something to replace the habits.
I was just wondering if there was anyone else here who did the same thing as me, to replace something bad with another bad thing, without really looking to God to show you the good things to replace it with?