I'm a Baptist, and today I went to a Messianic Jewish Synagogue. It was AMAZING. I got to read and sing Hebrew songs. The people were so loving and kind. They really had a compassion for the scriptures, especially a deep respect for the Torah. I really want to know more of the Messianic Jewish Faith. In may not stop being a Baptist, but I want to delve myself more into the Messianic society.
Hello and welcome,
I grew up attending a Baptist church for 30 years before I started digging into the Jewish cultural context of the Bible. It took me a few years of search for answers, but I eventually came to the conclusion that what I had previously been taught about the Torah was wrong. I felt like I learned much more in depth about the Bible during that time than the previous 30 years, so I highly recommend it even if you don't come to the same conclusions. I think that there is a lot in Scripture that we can miss or misunderstand when we do not take the time to try to understand what was being said as it was understood by the original audience through a Jewish mindset.
A big part of what led to changing my views was becoming aware of the stark contrast between Jews who viewed God's Law as a delight, who loved God's law, who meditated on it day and night, and who saw walking in obedience to God's Law as being a blessing, and Christians who viewed God's Law as being a heavy legalistic burden that no one could bear. The two views are incompatible, and what I had been taught did not match the the view expressed in Psalms 119, but if the Psalms are Scripture and all Scripture is true, then my view of God's Law needed to conform to Psalms 119. There are many times throughout the Psalms that David delighted in obeying God's Law, which Paul also delighted in doing (Romans 7:22), so I think he was on the same page as David, and that this was how the average observant Jew also viewed God's Law. So I think mainstream Christianity has interpreted the NT as though God's Law was something negative that Jesus has to come to save us from and I think that does a strong diservance to the people of the NT who never would have thought that.
Another big issue was the theme that we must obey God rather than man, so we need to be careful not to take something that was only against obeying the law of men as being against obeying the Law of God. During the 1st century, there was a large body of Jewish oral laws, traditions, rulings, and fences that some taught were needed to become saved, so if we do not take into account the fact that much of what is said in the NT is in regard to these oral laws and not God's laws, then we will misunderstand what was being said. In Matthew 15:2-3, Jesus was asked why his disciples broke the traditions of the elders and he responded by asking them why they broke the command of God for the sake of their tradition. He then went on to say that for the sake of their tradition they made void the Word of God (Matthew 15:6), he quoted Isaiah to say that they worshiped God in vain because they were teaching as doctrines the commands of men (Matthew 15:8-9), and he called them hypocrites for setting aside the commands of God for the sake of their tradition (Mark 7:6-9), so these traditions were a big source of conflict between Jesus and the Pharisees and this conflict continued between the followers of Jesus and the Pharisees in Acts 15 and Galatians.
A third issue was the realization that trying to obey God's Law for the purpose of becoming saved has always been a fundamental misunderstand and a legalistic perversion of it. Paul spent a lot of time hammering home the point that obeying God's Law was not about trying to become justified and that we are justified by faith apart from the Law, yet today many people are still making the same error of thinking that obeying God's Law is about trying to become justified, only they have compounded their error by concluding that therefore their faith has done away with their need to obey the Law, whereas Paul concluded that our faith does not abolish the Law, but rather our faith upholds the Law (Romans 3:27-31). In Matthew 23:23, Jesus said that faith is one of the most important aspects of the Law, and in John 14:24, he said that anyone who does not love him will not obey his teaching, which is the same as the Father who sent him, so obedience to God's Law has always been about demonstrating our faith in Him about how to rightly live, demonstrating our love for Him, and about growing in a relationship with him based on faith and love.
So I eventually realized that I needed to act upon what I was learning and joined a Messianic congregation. We have an excellent teacher with a solid grasp on both the OT and NT and have many of his studies posted online on Matthew, Romans, Galatians, the Temple, the Feasts, the People of God, and on Finding Messiah in the Torah:
Romans 1-8, Messianic Jewish audio teachings by Stan Farr
We also have a number of articles posted and just started a study on Revelation.