Nothing else but a prayer

[sebqian8382]

As I seldom take the time to finish a prayer in my head, as I only take the time to pray The Lord when I'm expecting something from him, and even though I thank him when He bless me...
Well, I just want to write this prayer so I can take the time at last to finish what I began that is to say, this thread, in other words...sort of prayer.
At a point where my life has no meaning, my heart full of burdens, my hopes low, my social statut inexistant, low on money, low on motivation, bible can't soothe me, no one around me, kind of annoying chronic health problems, projects fail, good things always delayed...
Whatever.
At this moment, Oh Lord, be with me, just like I know You've always been here for me. But this time, help me find the strength on your path, give me the light I once had, be my guiding light. Open my heart so I can get anything from you. May I fit for listening to your voice, respect you laws, honor you through my behaviour.
I don't wanna have this anger suddenly invading me as for the times I think about taking the time to pray, reading a chapter or two... Taking the time to talk to You...etc... Let my heart be a shelter for your voice. Let my heart keep safe your command.
Let my heart keep your joy for life.
Arf...even praying online bothers my dear roomates whom I just come to awake...
It fills me with anger...Who should I blame?
Bless all of us
Chase our fears away
Amen

 

[Anti Existance]

Somehow that prayer had a beauty in it of a kind i have never seen before.

I can only show you a better way of life.
http://www.aleroy.com/Abetway.htm

 

[Alive again]

As I seldom take the time to finish a prayer in my head, as I only take the time to pray The Lord when I'm expecting something from him, and even though I thank him when He bless me...
Well, I just want to write this prayer so I can take the time at last to finish what I began that is to say, this thread, in other words...sort of prayer.
At a point where my life has no meaning, my heart full of burdens, my hopes low, my social statut inexistant, low on money, low on motivation, bible can't soothe me, no one around me, kind of annoying chronic health problems, projects fail, good things always delayed...
Whatever.
At this moment, Oh Lord, be with me, just like I know You've always been here for me. But this time, help me find the strength on your path, give me the light I once had, be my guiding light. Open my heart so I can get anything from you. May I fit for listening to your voice, respect you laws, honor you through my behaviour.
I don't wanna have this anger suddenly invading me as for the times I think about taking the time to pray, reading a chapter or two... Taking the time to talk to You...etc... Let my heart be a shelter for your voice. Let my heart keep safe your command.
Let my heart keep your joy for life.
Arf...even praying online bothers my dear roomates whom I just come to awake...
It fills me with anger...Who should I blame?
Bless all of us
Chase our fears away
Amen

Father God, I am joining in this prayer, Amen

 

[sebqian8382]

Thanx for your support and prayers.
Today I feel a bit better (physically) and my mental is not that low...as long as I don't think about what's gonna happen tomorrow.

Still have things preventing me from making progress with my projects, but I guess it doesn't disappear in a day, and I must be persistant in my prayers, and believe.

Today's a sunny day. Soon that'll be summer. The influence of bright summer's light is like a lamp in the a dark room.
I still have to believe my summer will come as well, the summer of my life.
And God, for all I know, You're my everything.
If summer has to come to me, that is to say You will be my summer.
Please come to me, feel free to use me for the good of your "church".
Even in this moment of "peace" where I try to take the time to pray with heart (and soul, but that's harder), there are still people interrupting me...People who love me, and that I love.But at this moment, they are a bareer. Just take me out of my online meditation...
I'm sorry. I'll stop for now.

Bless my relatives.
Though it's "wrong" to ask You for help when I need Your blessings, I'll do anyway.
Please, bless me.
Amen.