I am not quite sure where to put this. My 3 YO daughter had tubes put in her ears today. I was nervous as it was but trusted God would do his works through the Doctors. I have had some SEVERE issues related to this child's birth. It was a planned homebirth turned NIGHTMARE C-Section with inadequite general. I felt the ENTIRE surgery and suffered post tramatic stress disorder from it for 2 years. I have since found an anesthesiologist (like I can spell that!) that I trust and knows my fears so I requested her for this surgery. We are ready to go and in walks to the rude, unsympathic Dr who gave me the general when I had my daughter. I felt a lump in my throat as I wanted to say YOU WILL NOT TOUCH MY DAUGHTER but then I felt as if God was telling me to let it go. I had prayed to him for her safety and I NEEDED to trust him. So, I sighed and let it go, trusting God not this Dr. a moment later the lady I requested walkes in - she was late but still doing the surgery! PRAISE GOD! I had to deal with a fear and God MADE me deal with it, not ignore it or make it worse. Tough love is a good thing sometimes!!
God id great!!
Amy
God id great!!
Amy
God is good! Thanks for sharing your story mama2six!
