nobody understands me...

[xr022kbKr02h]

i have just gotten back my results from my resent examination...i am very unhappy with my results and share my feelings with my friends...i got a veri unexpected and negative result from them. they claim that i m showing of or 'actting'( if u noe wat it means) as they have scored lower than me...

so wat, i juz noe that i m veri unhappy wif my results and that to me, my results is truely lousy, i did not dispise my friends at all...weather i say my results is good or weather i say it is bad, they will juz claim that i m showing off......nobody understands my feelings, even my parents think that i have too high an expectation from myself...

i juz dun want to be looked down on by my friends, i worked hard on my studies, i failed, and now...all of them claim that i m showing off...wat does this shows, they are not my true friends, they are not! there is nobody whom i can share my feelings to, watever i do is always wrong to them. my expectation is always too high in their eyes, i m always too lame for them, i m always too boring to stick wif them, i m always too ugly to be near them...wat does they want? nobody understands me at all...nobody!

 

[BarbB]

I don't know you well enough to understand you, either. But I want to say that I'm sorry you are going through this.

 

[katherinethegreat]

i think you sound nice i just wish you would learn how to spell better...jk

 

[Schism]

i can't understand the post

 

[megan76291]

So, if you are that unhappy with the way your friends are treating you, then why don't you get some new friends. If they were your real friends then they would be happy for your accomplishments. Just a little something to take into consideration...

 

[jingwei]

You guys don't understand his culture.
Ruixiangz, tell them in the face what you think, and then walk away and find new friends. If you can't find new friends, it's better to be alone than it is to be with arrogant scum.

 

[Prufrock]

Hi there ruxy. Glad you found the appropriate forum for discussing this.... Anyways, I think you should evaluate your meaning of the word 'friend' and not get it confused with the word 'acquaintence'. What kind of test was it? I obviously don't understand the culture...but it seems like a universal phenomenon.

 

[AnCiEnT1]

Heh ive never read a post from you at all but in reading this one I understand you. Many people when upset or sadenned bare their soul in their posts and a soul is not hard to spot when you know what to look for. I understand that you try to fit in.. However stop and look at yourself from the outside for a moment. Do not try to hard to fit in because then you just turn into the person the others hang around to make fun of. I understand you feel misunderstood because everyone listens to you but doesn't hear you. Your problems are either too much drama or too "little" for them to show you true compassion and understanding... which is the real reason you feel so misunderstood... Kind of ironic isnt it. The circle that is created of misunderstanding because the lack of interest. I could really write more about you but ive been posting so much tonight my fingers are getting sore from typing and I dont want to make this too lengthy.....