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OK, Every time I hear a word like Hell of flame or heat I kinda spike. My last obsession was about God's Final Judgment. The word Judgment used to be the only word that made me spike. And it was a hard theme to deal with but, it morphed into Am I living in a pre destined road thats going to lead me into hell. It's almost like ppl seem to conspire against my concience to show all the evil things I did and God is peering down seeing that. Now I know that God doesn't need to do that but, we all know that OCD is a bunch of what if's. And I am handling my OCD alot better then when the first Pure-O hit back in may of 08. I can tell the theme changed but, not sure what into nor care. Guys I just need prayers that I get thru this. Is was almost in remission until I started to have bad dreams. It's funny how You can have no obsessions and then dream a anxiety provoking dream that makes you start to obsesse. Or you can fully be blown away by obsessing and have no dreams about a theme.