First off, hello everyone. My name is Ryan and I came here looking for what everyone is: answers. Of course I don't expect it to be anything so straightforward but I suppose that will become clear by the end of my introduction. I also consider myself to be ignorant of many things and plebeian at best on anything scientific or philosophical.
I've grown up in a loosely catholic family with some Cuban Santeria thrown into the mix. The two don't mix as well as the syncretism would have you believe and took on an atheistic mindset at an early age.
In my early adult life, however, I took a recreational interest in philosophy and after binging on a 50 hour audio book, learned the orators final track was making a case for God. I can't tell you how much respect I had for this man's intelligence by the end of the book, but I couldn't understand his position on God (it was Daniel N Robinson if you're interested).
Well life continued, found a wife who was baptist and didn't want to pressure me into religion, but now I sit here pondering: why don't I believe? And even as I sit in the pews and hear the testimonies I just feel that line in the sand emboldening.
Whenever I try to compromise with the Bible, it's never without strong reservations; to the point that at most I could only accept that should a God exist, the Christian account feels juvenile. But at the same time, I can't find any more or less truth in any other account.
I know, it would make my wife the happiest woman in the world to see me saved, but not only would it be a lie for me to claim I believe, but disrespectful to everyone who does.
So, I'm here to see why people believe. As Robinson explains philosophy "The bottom line in philosophy is not to solve practical problems; it's not to solidify the civic bonds among people; it's not to make us feel better, or worse. Rather it is to test the most fundamental values and convictions we have, and to test them for the purpose of getting them right. While at the same time, realizing that basic questions as to what it could mean to get it right are often finally unanswerable. "
I've grown up in a loosely catholic family with some Cuban Santeria thrown into the mix. The two don't mix as well as the syncretism would have you believe and took on an atheistic mindset at an early age.
In my early adult life, however, I took a recreational interest in philosophy and after binging on a 50 hour audio book, learned the orators final track was making a case for God. I can't tell you how much respect I had for this man's intelligence by the end of the book, but I couldn't understand his position on God (it was Daniel N Robinson if you're interested).
Well life continued, found a wife who was baptist and didn't want to pressure me into religion, but now I sit here pondering: why don't I believe? And even as I sit in the pews and hear the testimonies I just feel that line in the sand emboldening.
Whenever I try to compromise with the Bible, it's never without strong reservations; to the point that at most I could only accept that should a God exist, the Christian account feels juvenile. But at the same time, I can't find any more or less truth in any other account.
I know, it would make my wife the happiest woman in the world to see me saved, but not only would it be a lie for me to claim I believe, but disrespectful to everyone who does.
So, I'm here to see why people believe. As Robinson explains philosophy "The bottom line in philosophy is not to solve practical problems; it's not to solidify the civic bonds among people; it's not to make us feel better, or worse. Rather it is to test the most fundamental values and convictions we have, and to test them for the purpose of getting them right. While at the same time, realizing that basic questions as to what it could mean to get it right are often finally unanswerable. "