Hi! I am twenty years old and I've been battling with food since I was a little girl. I grew up overweight and about three years ago I decided to throw up my meals. It has come to the point where I am constantly bingeing and purging and all I think about is when I can be alone to eat, and where I can go to throw up! I am weak, constantly tired, and I've blacked out once. The worst is my hair is falling out. I feel the lords conviction and his spirit has already toled me that this could be the death of me. I dont have insurance to see a doctor and I cant tell my family about this because they have their own problems. I need a prayer warrior right now, because I cant stand this idol that I have created anymore! I feel alone. I try to stop, but I fail. Thank you for taking your time to read this. <3