Need some support-BDD surfacing. Help.

[inHisgripkim]

I don't know where to post because there is no place to go for BDD sufferers. I'm just posting in places that I know have similar struggles and symptoms.

I've gone without cutting my hair for so long and I haven't had to wear a wig. I just did a little cutting today and that is a big warning sign. Little may turn into alot and if that happens, there goes my hair and hello to wigs again. I hate wearing wigs. I hate them.

I need some earth angel support and some kind words to lift me up. If I can get past this stage, I'm on my way to a cmplete recovery. I always get to this stage and end up buzzing my hair. Argh. Prayers are needed and kind words too.

lol kim

 

[Daysoni]

Hey to my Kim,...

Try to stop and think what advice would you give to one of us? You are such such a blessing to me. Now you did some cutting. This only a small stumble. Is there a place that you can go in private? Where know one could hear you? We have to stop and remember that this is SATAN getting us down. And he's usually the strongest right before a big break through. So go som where so you can yell and thow a pillow or something. Yell and stomp at SATAN and tell him that your not going to let him drag you down. Fight him... Don't let him have even a smidge of your freedom or healing... I'm at a womens retreat right now so I will have women pray for my dear friend that is struggleing. You are a fighter and an overcomer. You will prevail and rise above. Your in my prayers and thoughts. I'm sending you cyber hugs..

 

[mythrainbow]

Amen Sister!
Sometimes when you see yourself the weakest in when you are the strongest, because in those times God can provide us with strength that we ourselves can't see.

God is with you, He loves you and He's much bigger than our Enemy.

I'm praying for ya

 

[homeschooling_Momma]

oh, I am sorry hon....I am praying for sure....

you can do this....you can overcome this.

I believe in you.

 

[inHisgripkim]

Hey to my Kim,...

Try to stop and think what advice would you give to one of us? You are such such a blessing to me. Now you did some cutting. This only a small stumble. Is there a place that you can go in private? Where know one could hear you? We have to stop and remember that this is SATAN getting us down. And he's usually the strongest right before a big break through. So go som where so you can yell and thow a pillow or something. Yell and stomp at SATAN and tell him that your not going to let him drag you down. Fight him... Don't let him have even a smidge of your freedom or healing... I'm at a womens retreat right now so I will have women pray for my dear friend that is struggleing. You are a fighter and an overcomer. You will prevail and rise above. Your in my prayers and thoughts. I'm sending you cyber hugs..

Thanks for coming through. You made me laugh. I had though about doing some anger therapy and beating on a pillow and here is your reply telling be punch and stomp. As far as private goes, I'm about as private as anyone get cuz it's just me and my 90 lb pooch. She's my shadow and follows me where ever I go. I got a snow white shadow. She has more hair than I do. I'm jealous.

I've been through this so many times and for nearly a decade. I know the cycle and I know the mind games. The hardest part is this point - the obsessing. Once it gets going it just picks up inertia and rushes in. Argh. I got to let it go. Just let it go. LET IT GO.

I'm going to get a picture of Jesus from the kitchen and put it on the mirror. It's a big. He'll greet me as soon as I look towards the mirror. I haven't done this before. It's one way to get me to my knees in prayer when I'm in that dangerous place called the bathroom.

Plan of action: Punch and stomp on pillows and rebuke Satan in the name of Jesus. Put Jesus where I am unsafe. Then pray.

Thanks Sissy Dasoni. The laugh helped more than you know.

Huggers back to you,
Kim

 

[inHisgripkim]

Amen Sister!
Sometimes when you see yourself the weakest in when you are the strongest, because in those times God can provide us with strength that we ourselves can't see.

God is with you, He loves you and He's much bigger than our Enemy.

I'm praying for ya

Yes, and I will give it all to the Lord. All of it. Surrender, surrender, surrender.

Thanks Earth Angel.
lol kim

 

[inHisgripkim]

oh, I am sorry hon....I am praying for sure....

you can do this....you can overcome this.

I believe in you.

God Bless You. Prayers are the best thing that anyone can do. Thank you!

Blessings to you,
Kim

 

[Daysoni]

Kim this is only a little stummble you are a beautiful princess of God and you will make it through this. Just remember you rock!!!!!!!!!!!!