Hey guys! I have been struggling a lot with my Christian walk lately and could really use some Biblical insight. I've honestly been saved my whole life, in fact there wasn't really a time where I don't remember following Jesus. Growing up I actually had OCD and would struggle with assurance of salvation. Thank goodness God brought me through that trial and I grew in my spiritual walk with Him. Today my question though has to deal with NDEs or near death experiences. Just recently I had an experience where I actually almost died, God spared my life and I am very thankful for that but I don't even recall seeing anything like Jesus, or a white light or anything. So many people report that and it's scary because I really don't think a lot of those are true. For example, the ones about nonbelievers seeing Heaven and getting saved...idk, I truly believe only believers can enter Heaven. Basically I have been having doubts because if I'm a believer and didn't "see God" in a NDE does that mean I wouldn't be saved?...I know we can never lose our salvation and I've been praying about these doubts but it's literally like satan won't stop all these negative thoughts! I probably sound crazy but if anyone could give me some verses or comment I would really really appreciate it