- Jul 23, 2009
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Well I know for a fact alot of people reading this will etheir say its a dumb way to be saved or it wasnt the proper way to be saved. I was dating this girl for about two years. It was the most serious relationship pretty much ever been in. I gave up my "v card" and I did things for her and only her. I had never really been into christianity, hard core like. I knew it was real but never went around spreading it. A year into it I started talking to her about Jesus, God, heaven, hell, etc. I cant say why I really started doing that, why I started to care about wether or not she believed. Although I grew up in christian like families my structure for life was always the ten commandments which I believe is good for beievers and non believers. The fact is its a structure that you can build your life off of.
I loved this girl which every inch of my body. Before her I was in a relationship with another girl for eight months and when we broke up it tore me apart and put me into a two and a half year deapression. Against God, against family, friends, hate and angry to people. I used to want to be death. That was my wish at nite was to have people fear me. Back to the story, one day we were sitting in my room and she told me that we had to break up. That she had to move on, I asked if it was me and what I could do and I would do anything for her. She began to tell me how she never loved me and how I was selfish and that she would never see me again. I tried to get her back but after awhile she just left. I sat on my floor on my knees crying and the first name I called out to help me with this pain was God.
I cried to him and said I needed him because my heart was broken. My parents came in and heard what had happened and just sat there while I cried. That nite I prayed on my hands and knees to God. About three days later I was happy again. My pain of depression was gone and no where to be found. Sadden that she was gone could not be found. Instead was happiness and hope was in my heart. From then on I prayed every nite on my knees at the side of my bed. Ive only missed a few nites where I havent prayed, and thats been over the course of one and a half years. During that time I was baptized again and started going to church on my own.
I hope that this covers it , if you have any questions please feel free to message me. Thanks
TCGB - Mike
I loved this girl which every inch of my body. Before her I was in a relationship with another girl for eight months and when we broke up it tore me apart and put me into a two and a half year deapression. Against God, against family, friends, hate and angry to people. I used to want to be death. That was my wish at nite was to have people fear me. Back to the story, one day we were sitting in my room and she told me that we had to break up. That she had to move on, I asked if it was me and what I could do and I would do anything for her. She began to tell me how she never loved me and how I was selfish and that she would never see me again. I tried to get her back but after awhile she just left. I sat on my floor on my knees crying and the first name I called out to help me with this pain was God.
I cried to him and said I needed him because my heart was broken. My parents came in and heard what had happened and just sat there while I cried. That nite I prayed on my hands and knees to God. About three days later I was happy again. My pain of depression was gone and no where to be found. Sadden that she was gone could not be found. Instead was happiness and hope was in my heart. From then on I prayed every nite on my knees at the side of my bed. Ive only missed a few nites where I havent prayed, and thats been over the course of one and a half years. During that time I was baptized again and started going to church on my own.
I hope that this covers it , if you have any questions please feel free to message me. Thanks
TCGB - Mike
