My Testimony: I left homosexuality

This is good to hear, and very good to know you have found the Lord Jesus Christ as your Savior ---make Him the Lord of your life and real love. I have a paper which might prove a help to you, if interested. Don't look back, and stay in communion with the Lord Jesus daily, and read your Bible daily.

RedeemedtoManhood said:

I received Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior when I was a teenager.

But only recently, God in His infinite wisdom, has made me realize at the deep root of my heart, that I am to leave homosexuality.

God never intended for anyone to be gay.

Please pray for me. The Battle is the Lord's. Honestly, I asked God to deliver me on 3 specific times that thoughts of handsome hunks entered my mind, and rebuked the spirit of lust and spirit of homosexuality to leave me at that moment, in Jesus' name.

You know what happened??

The lustful desire left me those 3 times, in a matter of seconds!! I was so shocked and amazed!

I never committed myself, romantically nor sexually to another man. But through the years, even as I was a faithful Christian in church, I have had these lustful desire for other men who are handsome hunks.

But the good news is, Greater is He that is in me than he that is in the world. Jesus has overcome everything at the cross.

Please pray for me in this battle, defending from victory. Does anybody else have the same struggle?

God bless.

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God bless you. I have struggled with same-sex attraction and God has helped to protect me and show me a healthy masculinity, one that wasn't abusive. I have been raped by a woman and two men. The woman kidnapped me. She made me feel like a man would not want me anymore. The kidnapping lasted many months and I have been trying to heal from it. The men, her friends, hurt me a lot too. She was a very masculine woman and was extremely abusive, that is why I began to be attracted to feminine women. God is helping to heal my wounds. I pray he heals your wounds too.

hello kababayan! may God continue to be your anchor in your journey! God bless you! Thanks for sharing your testimony btw.

RedeemedtoManhood said:

Okay, BlueRose31 I do not know how to message someone.. can you teach me? By the way, belated happy birthday to you!!!!

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If I'm not mistaken, you need a certain minimum number of posts before you can send a private message. I don't know what that number is, but it's more than 7. (Of course, this may have all changed by now...)

yehey! i'm happy for you. lol, guess we have to stick with english then. i am from dumaguete city, negros oriental. i am good, thanks for asking. hope you had a great day!

a lot of seafoods here since it's a city by the sea. but i am working in siquijor.

my prayer is probably spiritual healing. i haven't fully recovered yet after my boyfriend's passing. it happened before we could meet in person.

RedeemedtoManhood said:

Please help me and tell me your take on this. Thank you.

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I'm not homosexual and have never been tempted by the impulse, whatever the cause. But I am going to tell you someone else's testimony, for what it's worth. But before I do, I claim that on the night my own father died, he appeared in my room. We argued and talked, but it was obvious that he could see something that awed him, and at other times made him deeply ashamed so that he tried to hide his face behind his hands while appearing absolutely mortified, but I could only see him.

At the end of the episode he turned to my right, cried "No!", then again, more urgently "NO!", and then he just screamed in absolute terror. Then promptly disappeared. I'm only saying this because I don't have any trouble believing the following testimony, which also involves a visual spiritual visit, but of a different sort.

I'm Catholic now, but I used to be Presbyterian. Way back in my Presbyterian days, we had a visit from a representative of a group helping homosexuals to kick the habit, so to speak.

A former homosexual gave his testimony. He said he'd been involved in everything going, in Sydney which is the homosexual capital of Australia. In his own words he said, "You name it, I did it." He also said he and others used to stand on street corners in Kings Cross, the red light district, and tell each other how they'd kill Fred Nile, a prominent Christian morals crusader.

But somehow Christ got to him, ironically through one of Fred Nile's agencies, and he tried to give it up. He was successful for a while, but eventually he fell. He then told us about the spiritual episode.

He said that he had set everything up for a second suicide attempt. The first one wasn't really serious, but this one was. He was in despair and wanted to end it, and he had everything ready to go. But just as he was about to pull the pin, he claimed Christ materialised in the corner of the lounge room, moved towards him and somehow just merged.

He said from that time on he never even had to struggle with the temptation. He'd married, and had a couple of kids with a woman who accepted him for what he had been. His wife and sons were in the church when he gave his testimony, so she clearly knew the story. They were probably too young to understand what was going on, but they'd probably be in their thirties now, and hopefully not following in their father's original footsteps.

It's probably 30 years since I heard that story, but I remember it, partly because I very rarely hear stories where someone has materialised in the room, as my father did in mine in January 1979, or as Christ did in the homosexual's home at whatever time and date it happened to be. It must have been a few years beforehand, since his sons were young children at the time, and obviously it would have been before he married. But I don't know the date when the event occurred.

So that was someone else's story, which may or may not be of use to you.