- Aug 8, 2017
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I know a weird celebration, but this is why I've actually boast in the Lord for it.
I was able to talk with an atheist in private message about how I can to the questions I came with during my spiritual experience, and part of it was how God delivered me from homosexuality. It was dubbed as very sad, and a struggle that will not end well. As much as I could have say that he's wrong, or give alot of scriptures trying to prove how great this is, I just politely said "thats fine, thanks for reading my testimony
", and let him go about his way.
So why do I glory in this instead of feeling hurt? Because soon after I realized that Jesus too, had a testimony that looks very sad for an unbeliever. The disciples faced death that would seem very sad to the world. Paul end looked very sad to those whose hope lied in being prosperous in this life. All have been seen as sacrifices that are in vain. So often before this incident, I expected that testimony's power is in where the person listening gets save or feel impressed, that's how to judge how effective it is. But no, the power of my testimony is that God is glorified, despite being unfavorable to man. That as unattractive as my testimony is to the world, it is a testimony of someone who chose life over death. A testimony of someone who found hope in Christ and not in the world. And in that, I boast in God for my rejected testimony.
I was able to talk with an atheist in private message about how I can to the questions I came with during my spiritual experience, and part of it was how God delivered me from homosexuality. It was dubbed as very sad, and a struggle that will not end well. As much as I could have say that he's wrong, or give alot of scriptures trying to prove how great this is, I just politely said "thats fine, thanks for reading my testimony
So why do I glory in this instead of feeling hurt? Because soon after I realized that Jesus too, had a testimony that looks very sad for an unbeliever. The disciples faced death that would seem very sad to the world. Paul end looked very sad to those whose hope lied in being prosperous in this life. All have been seen as sacrifices that are in vain. So often before this incident, I expected that testimony's power is in where the person listening gets save or feel impressed, that's how to judge how effective it is. But no, the power of my testimony is that God is glorified, despite being unfavorable to man. That as unattractive as my testimony is to the world, it is a testimony of someone who chose life over death. A testimony of someone who found hope in Christ and not in the world. And in that, I boast in God for my rejected testimony.
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