My Symptoms

[thenewageriseth]

Borderline Personality Disorder



(I hope I don't have this, but the symptoms are there-Dad denies it)

serious mental health condition marked by self-destructive behavior, anger, impulsiveness, and fear of rejection. These uncontrolled emotions lead to intense moods, suicidal behavior, and difficulty maintaining relationships at work and in your personal life.

I get angry, I tend to scream out followed by anger, I do have tantrums and I tend to drive my parents nuts with my problems, I don't like being rejected!

Borderline personality disorder is associated with an overwhelming fear of being abandoned. This fear leads to extreme anxiety and frantic attempts to avoid being abandoned, even if the threat of abandonment is not real. For example, you may experience panic or intense anger when someone you care about is just a few minutes late arriving for an appointment.

I can feel abandoned and rejected at times, yes.

You may also be prone to sudden shifts in your view of others who might be seen as friends or supporters one minute and as enemies the next. If you feel you have been wronged by someone, you may spend a great amount of energy around fighting that wrong, sometimes to the exclusion of everything else in your life. Some people with borderline personality disorder respond to the despair and unrealistic fear of being abandoned with self-mutilation (such as cutting or burning oneself) or suicidal behaviors.

Yes, one minute I admire these people, the next minute I hate on them either out of them doing something wrong to me or out of jealousy. I don't mean it. I've never cut myself before. Nor do I have suicidal behaviors, but i did say I wanted to die, because it wasn't worth it-the life on planet Earth.



Well, this is what I came up with when I looked it up. I don't know if i really have this, but the symptoms are there. I guess I have had this ever since 13 years old, off and on, if I do have it. Maybe that's why I tweaked hard in H.S. and 8th grade. Maybe I was too comfortable.

 

[moerunamida]

It sounds like I have that too.

 

[WhiteTiger2999]

Hi.. heehee being a psychology major, and going through that in my past as well, i dont think you do. I can find you the real information on borderline from the DMS book if you wish me to. Many blessings. Trust me im sure you dont have borderline.