- Jun 8, 2005
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i was 14 when i cut. that was almost 2 years ago. the reason why i did it was cause i thought i had lost everything. plus i didn't even know who i was half the time. i never really had a group of friends that i could always count on. the friends i did have i always felt like i was an outcast when i was with them. basically my life fell apart and the next best soulution from escaping my problems{besides sucide which i considered at times} was cutting. for all of u guys out there that have cut our r cutting and trying to recover i know exactly what u mean when u say it helps u to escape your pain. that's what it did for me.what i want to tell u though is it's o.k. u aren't worthless r completlly insane. u r loved even if ppl tell u that no one could love u. and while yes u shouldn't be doing it God or any person who really cares about u { not the ppl who only talk to u every once in a while.} i mean your true friends care about u too. sometimes they don't know how to express what they mean in love and so it might come out like they r lecutering u. but they do mean well. give them a chance. give God the chance to help u. tell Him what's going on. tell a friend u can trust about what's going on.this is the things i wish they would teach in schools. maybe then the pain wouldn't be so hard to deal with. cause this is stuff i wish i could of heard when i started. i hope this helps u.
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