- Jul 29, 2007
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Hello Everyone,
My heart breaks for all you wonderful women. I lost my son Issac Dalton in August of 2005. My water broke at home, I went to the hospital, told I was miscarrying. I begged God to save my son. I called upon Him I told Him I knew it was possible even at that time to save my baby. All I could here in the emergency room while alone the sound of my tears and sobs. All I could feel was heaviness and a sense of being abandoned by God.I was hurt and so broken. I asked God why? I carried 3 beautiful babies to full term, why not this one.
At around 4pm I was discharged and told to go home I would pass the baby like a heavy period I wouldnt even know when he would pass. Around 5pm the pains grew worse I ran to the restroom and birthed my son. His body was fully developed all but his ears and he was the size of my hand. I held him, placed him in a wash cloth and cried. I later had him cremated, I guess kind of a sense of closer to have my son with me.
While alone at home I would walk the floors feeling guilt over words I had spoken over the child that was once in my womb, but God would bring to my mind all the prayers I had also spoken over my son.I felt comforted a bit. While in my son Austins room hanging up laundry I just broke down. See I had recently lost my mom to.
God walked right in that room where I stood broken and wrapped His arms around me.
As God held me He gave me a vision.
I seen my mom with her back towards me.She turned around and in her arms she held a baby.
God said see, your child lives. He is not dead.
I'm sorry everyone, I don't write this for pity or to say poor me. I write to let those mothers know that God will not leave you comfortless. It is satan that kills , steals and destroys. God knew the life my child would have and I 'd like to think he died as a child so he could stay a child. A CHILD OF GOD. I don't know the life my son would have ,but God did.
For all you mothers who have lost a child...I pray God will walk right in your situation and wrap His loving arms completly around you.
Yours in Christ Jesus,
mightyrushinwind
My heart breaks for all you wonderful women. I lost my son Issac Dalton in August of 2005. My water broke at home, I went to the hospital, told I was miscarrying. I begged God to save my son. I called upon Him I told Him I knew it was possible even at that time to save my baby. All I could here in the emergency room while alone the sound of my tears and sobs. All I could feel was heaviness and a sense of being abandoned by God.I was hurt and so broken. I asked God why? I carried 3 beautiful babies to full term, why not this one.
At around 4pm I was discharged and told to go home I would pass the baby like a heavy period I wouldnt even know when he would pass. Around 5pm the pains grew worse I ran to the restroom and birthed my son. His body was fully developed all but his ears and he was the size of my hand. I held him, placed him in a wash cloth and cried. I later had him cremated, I guess kind of a sense of closer to have my son with me.
While alone at home I would walk the floors feeling guilt over words I had spoken over the child that was once in my womb, but God would bring to my mind all the prayers I had also spoken over my son.I felt comforted a bit. While in my son Austins room hanging up laundry I just broke down. See I had recently lost my mom to.
God walked right in that room where I stood broken and wrapped His arms around me.
As God held me He gave me a vision.
I seen my mom with her back towards me.She turned around and in her arms she held a baby.
God said see, your child lives. He is not dead.
I'm sorry everyone, I don't write this for pity or to say poor me. I write to let those mothers know that God will not leave you comfortless. It is satan that kills , steals and destroys. God knew the life my child would have and I 'd like to think he died as a child so he could stay a child. A CHILD OF GOD. I don't know the life my son would have ,but God did.
For all you mothers who have lost a child...I pray God will walk right in your situation and wrap His loving arms completly around you.
Yours in Christ Jesus,
mightyrushinwind
