Dear God
I've been over reacting against You in the past 2 days. I guess sometimes the term 'wait' is easier said than done. My uni has collapsed, i found little hope from myself. But from You, i guess Your answers don't always come the way i wanted it to. I've sinned many times in those 2 days. Cursing, speaking against You, even turning to pornography to drown my sorrows. But what i still can't believe is that even after all that, You still love me. that got me crying for You. I was so stuck up on myself, blinded by rejection i forgot that You are there and in control. I come back to you God for forgiveness and repentance. My sins have blinded me now but i will work hard to repent compeletly from this. I just see things too shortly on my part. Sometimes i walk by sight in the dark. I don't want that anymore. Please cleanse me of my sinful behaviour. I don't just want to come back to You. I want to come back to You and stick close never to lurk too far behind again where i may end up in the same position. Thank You God for loving me so. If it weren't for Your love, i wouldv'e drifted away from You which is the worst fear that can ever strike me. I pray for Your forgiveness. Amen.
I've been over reacting against You in the past 2 days. I guess sometimes the term 'wait' is easier said than done. My uni has collapsed, i found little hope from myself. But from You, i guess Your answers don't always come the way i wanted it to. I've sinned many times in those 2 days. Cursing, speaking against You, even turning to pornography to drown my sorrows. But what i still can't believe is that even after all that, You still love me. that got me crying for You. I was so stuck up on myself, blinded by rejection i forgot that You are there and in control. I come back to you God for forgiveness and repentance. My sins have blinded me now but i will work hard to repent compeletly from this. I just see things too shortly on my part. Sometimes i walk by sight in the dark. I don't want that anymore. Please cleanse me of my sinful behaviour. I don't just want to come back to You. I want to come back to You and stick close never to lurk too far behind again where i may end up in the same position. Thank You God for loving me so. If it weren't for Your love, i wouldv'e drifted away from You which is the worst fear that can ever strike me. I pray for Your forgiveness. Amen.
