Reality bites, so I thought to live in a dream world. This is my world now, I can live a fantasy on this thread, here! 
Okay, this story of my dreamland is about my boyfriend.
Well let me describe him first. I met him on this site that gives advice for those who are depressed.
At first I thought it was that man that I crushed on in the past, cause he looked just like him, keep in mind that in his profile pic he had a hat on so I could not tell if he had hair or not. Didn't matter cause he is so kind and we have been talking for a several weeks.
Okay I am sure you are wondering more about him. Yes there is a lot more too him then a pair of nice shaped eyes. Oh yes, he told me in his own way, that he is so attracted to girls who are considered the "outcast" the underdog, the one who most leaves out. And he read my post about me being an outcast and how I can not deal with it at all.
He PMed me and we started talking. I told him all about what happened to me and how I was outcasted and that guy I crushed on started it. Later on we exchanged emails and we have been chatting via email.
We exchanged pictures too. And that is when I was like "Oh my gosh this guy totally looks like that guy I crushed on". Get this he is even from the same country as that guy was that I crushed on but moved to America when he was 14. He sent me a recording of his voice, my it was nice, he still has a thick accent from his native country. So I told him how he looks like the guy I crushed on the leader of the clique who left me out. Get this the guy is sensitive and but strong hearted as in protective and he was assuring me that he knows nothing of that guy.
You are probably wondering what he looks like besides the eyes, well he has a nice wave to his hair and he told me he is 6 foot 2 inches tall and lean.
And his personality is even the best, yes he is Christian, he is very close to his family. He is an only child. His mom and dad married late in life. He is a few years older than me. He is caring, sensitive and a very good listener and like I said he is strong hearted does NOT like the "popular crowd", hates the bar scene, he finds people flirting (the cheesy crap that is) VERY FAKE, I don't want you to think he is the serious type OH NO he is a big kid at heart and we laugh at a lot of the same stuff oh and also he is VERY PATIENT indeed. In fact he told me that he was homeschooled so he never had to deal with being in cliques and all. HE is lucky.
I love it that I have something to look forward to when I wake up, my chats to him. Maybe one day I can share one of my chats with him on here, maybe, I will have to see what he says.... HOPEFULLY more later.
Okay, this story of my dreamland is about my boyfriend.
Well let me describe him first. I met him on this site that gives advice for those who are depressed.
At first I thought it was that man that I crushed on in the past, cause he looked just like him, keep in mind that in his profile pic he had a hat on so I could not tell if he had hair or not. Didn't matter cause he is so kind and we have been talking for a several weeks.
Okay I am sure you are wondering more about him. Yes there is a lot more too him then a pair of nice shaped eyes. Oh yes, he told me in his own way, that he is so attracted to girls who are considered the "outcast" the underdog, the one who most leaves out. And he read my post about me being an outcast and how I can not deal with it at all.
He PMed me and we started talking. I told him all about what happened to me and how I was outcasted and that guy I crushed on started it. Later on we exchanged emails and we have been chatting via email.
We exchanged pictures too. And that is when I was like "Oh my gosh this guy totally looks like that guy I crushed on". Get this he is even from the same country as that guy was that I crushed on but moved to America when he was 14. He sent me a recording of his voice, my it was nice, he still has a thick accent from his native country. So I told him how he looks like the guy I crushed on the leader of the clique who left me out. Get this the guy is sensitive and but strong hearted as in protective and he was assuring me that he knows nothing of that guy.
You are probably wondering what he looks like besides the eyes, well he has a nice wave to his hair and he told me he is 6 foot 2 inches tall and lean.
And his personality is even the best, yes he is Christian, he is very close to his family. He is an only child. His mom and dad married late in life. He is a few years older than me. He is caring, sensitive and a very good listener and like I said he is strong hearted does NOT like the "popular crowd", hates the bar scene, he finds people flirting (the cheesy crap that is) VERY FAKE, I don't want you to think he is the serious type OH NO he is a big kid at heart and we laugh at a lot of the same stuff oh and also he is VERY PATIENT indeed. In fact he told me that he was homeschooled so he never had to deal with being in cliques and all. HE is lucky.
I love it that I have something to look forward to when I wake up, my chats to him. Maybe one day I can share one of my chats with him on here, maybe, I will have to see what he says.... HOPEFULLY more later.
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