Here is my life story, I was born with a few problems, I had a deformed hand, bad heart and one kidney, I wasn't suppose to live but I did. My heath started getting better at 9 years old I was able to do somethings. But I could never fit in life, All through my school years i had hardly any friends and the friends I did hurt me. I felt so alone, I didn't believe in GOD or anything. Because everyday school and my real life was so bad I could only see my pain, didn't care for others pain just mine. I became a christian in 2004 when I went to church, it wasn't real strong I just believed in GOD and started praying. In 2005 which was one of my worse years I had to deal with a hurricane, a abusive online friend, stalking. I lost all faith in GOD because of this, especially since my friend would abuse me and said Im not worthy I had a nervous break down. Then I got help, went back to church and became a christian again, I know my life isn't the best and I seem all alone most of the time, I still trust GOD, I know GOD will help me when I'm weary and sad,I know I should give up with no one to talk to and a pretty bad life right now but I won't. GOD didn't make me for nothing. One of the reason I couldn't make friends is because Im very shy, I hope GOD will make me less shy, Im even shy online.
sorry if im hard to understand.
sorry if im hard to understand.
