This is dedicated to my 3 children, 2 in heaven and one on earth. I have seen how the Lord has been so kind in affirming he knows my loss...someitmes for no reason t hat I can t hink of, somebody would ask me "oh, you have 2 older kids, right?" without knowing. Other funny things like the hairdresser said out of the blue about my daughter "she's your youngest, right?" I wondered how or why she would think that...over time, GOd helped me realize it was Him, gently affirming my loss and mommy-ness to not one, but 3. When she was a toddler, one day we were at the park and another mom said for no reason, "does she have an older brother?" (how do I answer that? Yes, but he's in heaven?) anyways, it touched my heart to realize that it was God speaking thru these people, that my loss isnt forgotten. Love you Lord!!! 
