Missing my mom so much.

[HEdiedforyou]

I am having such a hard time dealing with the loss of my mom. I took care of her for 30 years. My daughter helped me with taking care of her. And I love her very much for that. My mom had Emphizima, congestive heart failure, and diabetes.My mom was my rock. She was one of my best friends. My daughter found out that she was pregnant 4 days before my mom passed away. And it breaks my heart that my mom want be here when the baby is born. The night that my mom passed away I couldn't handle it. And I feel so guilty for that.I wonder if things will ever get better.

 

[servant of Merciful Love]

I just lost my Mom...it will get better
Grief ebbs and flows like the tide...ride with it a day at a time.
Let your faith, memories, and knowing that she is now at rest and that you gave her such loving care.... fill you with peace and ease the pain of loss.
No need to feel guilt about intense emotions you may have felt as your Mom slipped away...it was not easy I am sure.
I will be praying for your strength and healing.
May our Risen Lord be your strength, hope, and peace

 

[Criada]

I am sorry you lost your mother.
Please don't beat yourself up about the way you felt or feel... there is no 'right way' to grieve.. we are all different. Let yourself feel, sweetie, and be gentle with yourself.
Things will get better, but it is a journey, and it takes time. One day you will be able to look at your memories of your mother and feel joy for the good times.

Praying for comfort and peace.