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Okay in 05 I went thru a Meth Psychosis. I just came to realize about a yr ago that all of it was a delusion. Now since I was so nieve it helped me but also hurt me. I started using again after it for about 8 months. Then I noticed the thought broadcasting and T.V. talking to me with litl whispers but rememeber I was nieve so it didn't bother me that much. I came to the cross of Salvation after that 8 month period in 06. Well I havn't used meth since 08. I relasped. Only used once but, then the Pure-O hit. And thinking I was at God's judgment is not to fun. It's alitl of that psychosis with OCD in it. I've had to for almost three yr's push thru those thought's about Judgment and I haven't smoked meth since. I'm not saying meth is what caused me pure-o but it was around that time. Now if I slip up and hang with friend that are no good I may smoke a bowl of weed and this throws me all off. Which I'm beginning to see that meth psychosis is an illness thats last yr's or maybe your whole life but, it's not as bad as schizophrenia. Does anybody here have any idea's on what I'm trying to say?