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I want some mental tips and assurance, and I wish I could have the strength to just live and be a by standing participant of the world and Western civilization in it's collapsing stage. I know that from a scriptural POV, the world itself has been fallen for all but the brief weeks at the start of it's existence, but I also appreciate the beauty and history of its men and women.
I feel strongly like I was born in the wrong generation myself. The thing about the collapse today, is there seems to be no more hope or room for man to discover different.
I am also feeling like we have no meaningful free will to do stuff that we please, and God is only like a dictator who just uses his men and women only to further glorify his plan. God doesn't understand freedom in the classical libertarian sense. I get the feeling then that everything else is null and void. That is why I am ambivalent to have faith and I can relate to the story of the Prodigal son.
It's not existing in the current world itself that I hate, it is the state and trajectory it happens to be in right now.
I feel strongly like I was born in the wrong generation myself. The thing about the collapse today, is there seems to be no more hope or room for man to discover different.
I am also feeling like we have no meaningful free will to do stuff that we please, and God is only like a dictator who just uses his men and women only to further glorify his plan. God doesn't understand freedom in the classical libertarian sense. I get the feeling then that everything else is null and void. That is why I am ambivalent to have faith and I can relate to the story of the Prodigal son.
It's not existing in the current world itself that I hate, it is the state and trajectory it happens to be in right now.