- May 20, 2011
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I was on some medication that interacted and canceled out the anti-depressants I was on, and as it was noticed, I got bad. It wasn't the Klonopin or whatever that caused it as I thought but I stopped taking both the Klonopin and the medication that canceled out the anti-depressants just in case it was both but the thing, I haven't lifted up that much.
I get a little uppity for awhile, maybe a numb-content with a little anger on the side with massive headaches to this really bad mix of I feel crazy happy energetic with this really bad, suicidal low where I could just as easily grab the remaining Klonopin and my anti depressants and down them both because I now have energy to do it. And of course, I just want to scream and roll around until my heart stops hurting and I can't talk but I don't want the cops called on me and screaming randomly outside at any time if you're an adult is a big no-no here.
I've never been a mix like this before. Are the anti-depressants canceled out for good and I have to get on something else? Or will they start working again? There's this whole factor of I don't want to go into work because I'm a mess of anxiety and happy-sad-borderline crazy and impulsive. I'm already having difficulties talking again, where my voice just stops and it's like my voice box doesn't work and I just want to lay down on the floor wherever I am and not move.
I get a little uppity for awhile, maybe a numb-content with a little anger on the side with massive headaches to this really bad mix of I feel crazy happy energetic with this really bad, suicidal low where I could just as easily grab the remaining Klonopin and my anti depressants and down them both because I now have energy to do it. And of course, I just want to scream and roll around until my heart stops hurting and I can't talk but I don't want the cops called on me and screaming randomly outside at any time if you're an adult is a big no-no here.
I've never been a mix like this before. Are the anti-depressants canceled out for good and I have to get on something else? Or will they start working again? There's this whole factor of I don't want to go into work because I'm a mess of anxiety and happy-sad-borderline crazy and impulsive. I'm already having difficulties talking again, where my voice just stops and it's like my voice box doesn't work and I just want to lay down on the floor wherever I am and not move.