Math Seminar? Number 5 School Bus?

[Four Years]

in my dream, i told my dad about a 'seminar/training course' that was related to math


actually, i saw it and acted passionately about it and so because of that, my dad EXPECTED me to do it and was very stern about it


i remember it cost money and i remember picking up what looked like $300 to pay for it


but there was a problem, when it was time for me to go to this seminar...it was Night Time and Storming and i was running late


i ended up NOT going


i knew my "dad" would be angry

 

[Four Years]

in the 2nd part of the dream, the scene then changed to me back in grade school

i thought i was going to a math class but realized all the other students were leaving

apparently school was over and they were getting on buses

it then came to me that my bus was #5

i almost missed it as it was already moving when i knocked on the door

i got on though but had to stand

it was crowded

nobody talked to me though

then a contact lense i was wearing came out while riding the bus

 

[humblewatchman]

In my dream, i told my dad about a 'seminar/training course' that was related to math
actually, i saw it and acted passionately about it and so because of that, my dad EXPECTED me to do it and was very stern about it

I know you are currently thinking about your future and wishing you had a job, and that your dad is overbearing about the topic. But, I wondered if a math related job was something you are interested in. Do you think the Lord sis pointing you in that direction?


i remember it cost money and i remember picking up what looked like $300 to pay for it but there was a problem, when it was time for me to go to this seminar...it was Night Time and Storming and i was running late
i ended up NOT going

Could this be part of the problem? Could it be that if things get tough to do, or become difficult/challenging that you easily give in and remain at home?


i knew my "dad" would be angry

This statement shows your guilt and his overbearing presence. You are keenly aware of how tuned in and disappointed he is in real life...Take heart, he will be proud of you someday. Things won't always be the way they are right now. You don't have to answer this... but I wonder if you have had opportunities to work or go back to school that you backed out of or passed on too easily.

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[Four Years]

Yeah


I quit the Air Force


I quit a few other jobs too


I quit one job because I was VERY lonely and depressed about it.


I quit another job because I felt odd there and NOBODY was talking to me nor HELPING me, telling me what to do nor how to do it.


I don't function well in that scenario.

 

[humblewatchman]

I understand. Can you tell me about math?

 

[Four Years]

I understand. Can you tell me about math?

I've heard on another forum that 'Math' is symbolic of 'figuring things out'.


I have no interest in Math in real life.

 

[humblewatchman]

If you have no personal connection to math or any math related people or events or passions then it mght mean that. But, you could stay home and do that kind of calculating ...so.....why would you have to "go" to school to do that in your dream? What if it is pointing to your future learning needs, that will be required to progress? What if it is pointing to just going back to some sort of schooling. This is the part that I would ask God to shine His light on.

 

[Four Years]

humblewatchman


i AM already back in school


i've been in college since 2009


although i'm in what i'd call a 'trasnitional phase' between institutions


i need a JOB first


i have NO way to pay for schooling right now


the DREAM is a SPIRITUAL/SYMBOLIC if anything

 

[humblewatchman]

Then I guess you do have to "do the math". Hope it all works out for you.