Mama raised from the time I was an infant. When I was nine, I found out she was my grandmother. I have never been the same since, I can truly say this affected the rest of my life.
My real mother is alive; I talk to her most weeks. We live miles apart. I care about her, but the feelings I have for Mama are so much more intense.
I've moved on with my life and I am content for the most part.
Mama passed away 12 years ago December.
This week, for some reason, I have cried for Mama often, like she just passed away.
I miss her terribly! Wish I had known her better! wish I could have learned more from her! I always felt like I was so important to her. I've always felt like she is the only one who ever loved and worried about me.
The sadness I feel for her this week has such a grip on me!



My real mother is alive; I talk to her most weeks. We live miles apart. I care about her, but the feelings I have for Mama are so much more intense.
I've moved on with my life and I am content for the most part.
Mama passed away 12 years ago December.
This week, for some reason, I have cried for Mama often, like she just passed away.
I miss her terribly! Wish I had known her better! wish I could have learned more from her! I always felt like I was so important to her. I've always felt like she is the only one who ever loved and worried about me.
The sadness I feel for her this week has such a grip on me!
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