Love Unconquered

[jennm]

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Pounding….screaming…racing…feverish nerve-endings,
Burning, freezing, stinging
Stench, sweat, ripping noise, tearing
Heart is ready
Wanting to die
Perfect Submission
Life flashes
Mom!
Can’t die fast enough
Will suffer for my children
The worst evil surrounds, is pleased
Only the beginning
When will this be over?
Father, help me!
Time lost in suffering
Torn, slashed, swollen flesh
Air mocks open wounds
Feels like fractures
No bones broken
Mouth is dry
Blood drips down throat
Slow, thick
Thirsty
Suffocating
No water
Eyes sting, burn
Gasping for air
So much blood
Passing out
Dizzy
Heart pounds uncontrollably
Vision blood red
Blurred stinging sight
Flesh inside out
Have to carry the cross
What is holding this body together?
Must make it to the cross
Father, help me!
Robe stings
Adheres to what skin is left
Sticky blood
Forgive them Father
Bright Sun
Burning body
Heart racing
How is this humanly possible?
Father, I need you help!
A Million years, a few seconds
Want to die
Thorns sink into head
Inside brain?
Ears ringing
Brain pounding
Mom!
What is holding this together?
All flesh pulsates
Blood, hot, thick like molasses
Father, let me make it to the mountaintop
For my children
I love them
You’ve got to do something Father
Want to die
Taking on their sins
Taking on their sins
Please do not forsake me yet, Father
The cross is heavy, slippery with blood, snagging the skin
A carpenter bearing his own wooden cross
Cannot bear this
Father! Carry it for me!
Father they mock me
Forgive them!
Looking to those around
Some show compassion
Lost in their gaze
Ready to faint
Will remember them
God, can’t handle this anymore
Must look to You
You are my Father
Cannot bear the cross anymore
Stumble again and fall
Rocks submerge into open flesh
Father send someone
Father, can barely walk
They keep whipping
Fellow cross-bearer whispers, “We’re almost there.”
Caught in his gaze
So grateful
Flesh is falling off bones
Body is pulsating
Turning inside out
Please, no more pain
Can only crawl onto the cross
Nails
Facing earth
Then vertical
Almost there
Almost there
Searching crowd
Most friends fled
Alone with the Father
Piercing pain
Head is hot
All world’s sins through time
Pressed on Jesus’ pure heart
Taking my sin
Death is near
Father forgive them!
One thief repents
“Today you will be with me in paradise.”
Mother looks up to her son
Son looks up to his Father
Heart is broken
Forsaken
Gives up spirit
Heart bursts
3 days
Risen
For
Me

( I found this on another Christian site and found it touching to say the least)

 

[goldenviolet]

amazing story... especially if you believe it's true