I have been more or less "wandering" in whichever direction the wind blows me in for the last year or so. Depression is a MAJOR headache in my life and seems to be causing problems between my fiance and I. I also have not been working due to lack of motivation derived from my depression. Sleep is also a problem..I suffer from insomnia I maybe sleep only a few hours in a couple days then I can sleep for a few days at a time. Friends are scarce and that also goes for my family. They just dont know what to do or how to "help." I try turning to God but it feels as though when I do things only get worse or the little hope I did develop gets stripped away. I am in desperate need of something...possibly direction...but I am not sure...any advice would be greatly appreciated...along with a prayer.