I'm having a battle with myself in my head . I feel as though I am in a very tough spot and I want a way out. I am the only Christian in my family therefore we do not attend church. I'm old enough to drive now so I can drive myself to chruch but it's hard to find the courage to go alone. I know I need to go and I'm longing for the fellowship in my heart. I haven't been the best Christian but lately I feel the tugging at my heart telling my to shape up and take hold of my life. If you could pray for me I would really appreciate it, I really want this to happen, I'm just a little scared about it all. Thank you!!