Loss.

[Amin]

I used to watch this little girl.
I watched her for 6 yrs. because the mother was more interested in herself
and who she would sleep with that nite.
After 6 yrs. of watching and taking care of her, I fell in love with her as if she was my own.
Just recently I said something to the mother about her lack of concern for her child.
Now to spite me, she's taken her away, not letting me see her.
My heart is breaking in two because i care for her so much, but now can't see her.
I've prayed and prayed and have tried to keep busy, but i can't get her out of my mind, nor do i want to.
I don't even know why I'm writing this.
Maybe because i hurt and just want to tell someone That I miss her.
Chuck.

 

[tapero]

Dear Amin,

I'm so sorry. I know how much grown-ups meant to me that touched my life as my family couldn't. I pray that she would have a change of heart and let you in the little girls life again. You've surely give this girl a different perspective on life and a hope by your being her friend and she'll always have that. I'll be praying for you Amin.

God bless,
Tapero

 

[Psalm32]

This is horrible. I pray that she changes here ways and also lets you back into the child's life.

 

[Amin]

Dear Amin,

I'm so sorry. I know how much grown-ups meant to me that touched my life as my family couldn't. I pray that she would have a change of heart and let you in the little girls life again. You've surely give this girl a different perspective on life and a hope by your being her friend and she'll always have that. I'll be praying for you Amin.

God bless,
Tapero

Thank you very much. I appreciate your prayers. This is my first Christmas without her.
I guess I'm feeling a little empty inside.
Chuck.

 

[Amin]

This is horrible. I pray that she changes here ways and also lets you back into the child's life.

Thanks Psalm 32,
I pray she has a change of mind too
Thanks for your concern.
Chuck.

 

[FallingWaters]

I used to watch this little girl.
I watched her for 6 yrs. because the mother was more interested in herself
and who she would sleep with that nite.
After 6 yrs. of watching and taking care of her, I fell in love with her as if she was my own.
Just recently I said something to the mother about her lack of concern for her child.
Now to spite me, she's taken her away, not letting me see her.
My heart is breaking in two because i care for her so much, but now can't see her.
I've prayed and prayed and have tried to keep busy, but i can't get her out of my mind, nor do i want to.
I don't even know why I'm writing this.
Maybe because i hurt and just want to tell someone That I miss her.
Chuck.

I hope and pray that the Lord would cause His will to be done in that little girl's life.
Perhaps her mother will relent after a while, and allow you to watch her again.
Perhaps she is afraid of being judged, or being reported, or who knows what.
I'm sorry for your hurt. If you have been a significant caretaker in the little girl's life, then she is hurting, too.
Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

 

[Amin]

I hope and pray that the Lord would cause His will to be done in that little girl's life.
Perhaps her mother will relent after a while, and allow you to watch her again.
Perhaps she is afraid of being judged, or being reported, or who knows what.
I'm sorry for your hurt. If you have been a significant caretaker in the little girl's life, then she is hurting, too.
Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

I don't know what to say, except, Thank You.
Chuck