Looking for advice

[soaring as eagles]

I work in a christian place helping the homeless , however my boss has been making it really hard for me over the past year over little things and threatens to sack me because of the depression and susposedly not meeting deadlines. I am though but not as efficient as i should be.
My contract runs out in June 05. I dont know whether i could cope with another job at the moment especially one that in the secular world. I struggle day to day now but hide behind my mask but that is failing.

I would like to tell someone about my Si as alot of people are getting to know or thinking somethings up but if i mention to anyone at work then it would get back to my pastor. They have not been very supportive and i cant be honest with them that i am seeing therapists at the hospital.

If it was someone from a different church it would still get back as we are all closely linked. Even then i am scarred at what they think. But more and more i feel it would be out in the open soon and i dont know how to approach it.

Are there any resources that have helped either christian or not?

So fed up.

 

[Disciple_Of_God19]

well...I have never quite been in the situation that you are in right now, but, however, I do know that you need to have faith in God and believe that He will take care of you no matter the circumstance or what happens. I understand the feeling of depression, but what doesn't make sense is what it is about your job that is making you so depressed that you can't seem to make deadlines and stuff like that. I would like to try t help if I can or at least be there to talk to if you would like. I will pray for you.

 

[TheMainException]

Hmmm....this doesn't seem Christian......Christians can be very tough to work with and sometimes even secular businesses are better than Christian ones.....maybe you could try it for a while??? It might be worth a try......especially if they are acting that way at your job and not feeling sorry for you...that is just horrible.....PM me if you want to talk...I too have SI'd and have depression...and anxiety....so, I understand what you're going through to a certain extent and would love to help if I can. With all my love, Lauren