I was a liar, thief and a rebellious kid. I hayed the Church for advertising hell as my sure destination. I thought how dare you? I was with God and free until they said they can save me. The statues of angels looked like winged demons to me as a kid. When i was a teenager i burned the bible while reading genesis, recording it on film for my parents to see. I loved and had a heart for people and although rebellious i was still looked at as the most kind hearted good natured peer.
Confusion heartbreak and drugs entered my life destroyed my optimism. I cried out on my knees begging God to transform those in hell and release them. I opened the bible and was shocked at reading of this egocentric war God Yahweh and often threw the bible across the room. I knew thou that I had to find the truth. I discovered that tough love was Gods new approach to me. Things started making sense. One evening I drove out of a jealous mind state to where my then girlfriend was supposedly meeting up with a guy that she would skip her prayer class with. When i got there i saw kids laying on the street and a man laid his hand on my shoulder and said "this is your day". At first i felt like i should get mad because i had been set up, and then I realised that I drove there secretly out of anger and no one but me knew this, God had set up this day for me. I walked up to her and she was praying over these kids and lifting them from the ground. I began to cry and she held me, i cried louder as in pain and she just whispered "i got you, now let go, let it go" as people prayed over me and ran oil over my head I laid down eyes closed. Light was flashing through my eye lids and i tried to peek at what it was and nothing was there, i only saw the people hovering over me chanting "Jesus" and even speaking in tongues. "Creator of the universe"... My body was filled with love through sound, that word "Jesus" was flooding my body with love and i was stiff as a rock. Then she said "get up" and i stood up, every word i spoke was somehow channeled to a guy speaking into a microphone on a stage. The most profound change possessed my spirit that day and had stayed with me since. I can longer steal, not because of any thing other than I just simply refuse to. Also the beast of jealousy has fled from my mentality. I also find no good reason to ever tell a lie. My mouth that i used to blasphemy is also cleansed and though i never ask for a supernatural sign from God I see him working with me every second of every day for me. After the guy had told me that this day was meant for me, he asked if I accepted Christ as my lord and savior, in front of the whole town square i said "yes" before what would seem to be a humiliating display. When i arose thou, looking at her, she had a heavenly glow around her and a smile she never gave before. I remember the guy explaining of my face glowing. If ever in need, give it to God, i guarantee you a spiritual transformation beyond any human means will occur. Love
Confusion heartbreak and drugs entered my life destroyed my optimism. I cried out on my knees begging God to transform those in hell and release them. I opened the bible and was shocked at reading of this egocentric war God Yahweh and often threw the bible across the room. I knew thou that I had to find the truth. I discovered that tough love was Gods new approach to me. Things started making sense. One evening I drove out of a jealous mind state to where my then girlfriend was supposedly meeting up with a guy that she would skip her prayer class with. When i got there i saw kids laying on the street and a man laid his hand on my shoulder and said "this is your day". At first i felt like i should get mad because i had been set up, and then I realised that I drove there secretly out of anger and no one but me knew this, God had set up this day for me. I walked up to her and she was praying over these kids and lifting them from the ground. I began to cry and she held me, i cried louder as in pain and she just whispered "i got you, now let go, let it go" as people prayed over me and ran oil over my head I laid down eyes closed. Light was flashing through my eye lids and i tried to peek at what it was and nothing was there, i only saw the people hovering over me chanting "Jesus" and even speaking in tongues. "Creator of the universe"... My body was filled with love through sound, that word "Jesus" was flooding my body with love and i was stiff as a rock. Then she said "get up" and i stood up, every word i spoke was somehow channeled to a guy speaking into a microphone on a stage. The most profound change possessed my spirit that day and had stayed with me since. I can longer steal, not because of any thing other than I just simply refuse to. Also the beast of jealousy has fled from my mentality. I also find no good reason to ever tell a lie. My mouth that i used to blasphemy is also cleansed and though i never ask for a supernatural sign from God I see him working with me every second of every day for me. After the guy had told me that this day was meant for me, he asked if I accepted Christ as my lord and savior, in front of the whole town square i said "yes" before what would seem to be a humiliating display. When i arose thou, looking at her, she had a heavenly glow around her and a smile she never gave before. I remember the guy explaining of my face glowing. If ever in need, give it to God, i guarantee you a spiritual transformation beyond any human means will occur. Love
