When I was a small girl God put in my heart that I would some day be a missonary. I held on to that dream for many years and through many trials.
But now I am letting go of that dream. I have faced the reality that it will never happen. I am disappointed. I am hurting.
I work full time in a childrens ministry at our church. Although I love children and I am good at what I do I feel as if I was born and trained to be an athletic swimmer who is stuck at the rodeo.
I can't really say for certain why I feel this way but the child is grown and the dream is now gone.
But now I am letting go of that dream. I have faced the reality that it will never happen. I am disappointed. I am hurting.
I work full time in a childrens ministry at our church. Although I love children and I am good at what I do I feel as if I was born and trained to be an athletic swimmer who is stuck at the rodeo.
I can't really say for certain why I feel this way but the child is grown and the dream is now gone.