First post here. I am thankful to have found this forum and TE thread, in particular. Apologies for my novel...I'm searching.
I have believed the Big Bang Theory to be the starting point of creation for a good while. Most recently I mentioned it in regard to creation in a small group at my church. When the silence seemed to last an eternity, I realized that I was alone in my thoughts amongst my fellow believers. I truly had no idea that modern day Christians didn't believe what science seems to point to as a very probable/explainable solution to how this universe started. I was admittedly a little embarrassed because I felt that I had just made some radical statement that sounded heretical. I'm aware of the small sampling, but I've realized that my church as a whole is more this way.
So, I decided to embark on a journey of knowledge through prayer and research. I feel like my eyes are crossing with all I've learned and read. My main point to learning more on my narrow knowledge is to educate myself in my ignorance and be the mother that God desires me to be. I have a very precocious son who will need to be aware of ALL the history, science, etc., behind the Bible and faith, the universe, other religions, etc.
I am not as intellectual as many of you out there, but in my simple brain I have come to several conclusions through my research while I'm still learning:
1) The mythology shaping the Noah flood story are very bothersome to me...I read all the stories. It bothers me. I start feeling at this point that yes, possibly Noah came first and it was orally handed down, but Noah wasn't a Hebrew. So did Ham pass it down? And through that did the other societies borrow their version of the myth?
2) I also have a really hard time with the fact that we really can't find evidence of a global flood. Yes, there are some buried trees in areas of the world, but the overall scientific and historical data does NOT show geological evidence as far as I can see.
3) This is the point I start wondering if Noah is more allegorical...and if it is I have to face the fact that it's okay. I am struggling with this. I know in my heart of hearts God exists due to too many personal moments that are unexplainable to someone who doesn't have faith.
4) I first thought I adhered to a more OE view without the evolution aspect until I really started researching logical scientific explanations for homo erectus, neanderthals, dinosaurs, etc. I couldn't really sort them out in a satisfactory way with just an OE viewpoint. I needed to know the why and how behind it all, not solely relying on scripture which seems to be confusing in such issues as creation. My studies reopened the idea of evolution, b/c, frankly, I was always taught that it was so wrong, that I never seeked it out to see if it could be right. After reviewing in my limited knowledge and understanding the research and findings out there throughout history, I realized that I must accept this to better understand our world. It was a bit of a no-brainer for me. Kind of like the Big Bang view.
5) My other problem is with so much of the Adam and Eve story. I won't even go there. So I have been sitting here in depression, thinking that since I'm finding scientific data to make the most sense to me, matched with historical events, then I must not be a "true" Christian.
So I just prayed. This cannot be true b/c I believe in Jesus. I believe that most of the Bible happened. I believe that it is God's inspired word. I am trying to understand all the history behind our Bible and how we got the current one we have now. I am trying to grasp why it matters so much to people if schools teach evolution and at the same time, while so many Christians think this view isn't Christian. I am a Christian. That's the thing. I can't explain my relationship to God other than I'm well aware that I'm nothing without Him.
How do most of you TE out there explain where a more allegorical OT stops and a more historically accurate one starts? Do you find you have to keep your views to yourself because they seem controversial? (This part bothers me a lot). Thank you.
I have believed the Big Bang Theory to be the starting point of creation for a good while. Most recently I mentioned it in regard to creation in a small group at my church. When the silence seemed to last an eternity, I realized that I was alone in my thoughts amongst my fellow believers. I truly had no idea that modern day Christians didn't believe what science seems to point to as a very probable/explainable solution to how this universe started. I was admittedly a little embarrassed because I felt that I had just made some radical statement that sounded heretical. I'm aware of the small sampling, but I've realized that my church as a whole is more this way.
So, I decided to embark on a journey of knowledge through prayer and research. I feel like my eyes are crossing with all I've learned and read. My main point to learning more on my narrow knowledge is to educate myself in my ignorance and be the mother that God desires me to be. I have a very precocious son who will need to be aware of ALL the history, science, etc., behind the Bible and faith, the universe, other religions, etc.
I am not as intellectual as many of you out there, but in my simple brain I have come to several conclusions through my research while I'm still learning:
1) The mythology shaping the Noah flood story are very bothersome to me...I read all the stories. It bothers me. I start feeling at this point that yes, possibly Noah came first and it was orally handed down, but Noah wasn't a Hebrew. So did Ham pass it down? And through that did the other societies borrow their version of the myth?
2) I also have a really hard time with the fact that we really can't find evidence of a global flood. Yes, there are some buried trees in areas of the world, but the overall scientific and historical data does NOT show geological evidence as far as I can see.
3) This is the point I start wondering if Noah is more allegorical...and if it is I have to face the fact that it's okay. I am struggling with this. I know in my heart of hearts God exists due to too many personal moments that are unexplainable to someone who doesn't have faith.
4) I first thought I adhered to a more OE view without the evolution aspect until I really started researching logical scientific explanations for homo erectus, neanderthals, dinosaurs, etc. I couldn't really sort them out in a satisfactory way with just an OE viewpoint. I needed to know the why and how behind it all, not solely relying on scripture which seems to be confusing in such issues as creation. My studies reopened the idea of evolution, b/c, frankly, I was always taught that it was so wrong, that I never seeked it out to see if it could be right. After reviewing in my limited knowledge and understanding the research and findings out there throughout history, I realized that I must accept this to better understand our world. It was a bit of a no-brainer for me. Kind of like the Big Bang view.
5) My other problem is with so much of the Adam and Eve story. I won't even go there. So I have been sitting here in depression, thinking that since I'm finding scientific data to make the most sense to me, matched with historical events, then I must not be a "true" Christian.
So I just prayed. This cannot be true b/c I believe in Jesus. I believe that most of the Bible happened. I believe that it is God's inspired word. I am trying to understand all the history behind our Bible and how we got the current one we have now. I am trying to grasp why it matters so much to people if schools teach evolution and at the same time, while so many Christians think this view isn't Christian. I am a Christian. That's the thing. I can't explain my relationship to God other than I'm well aware that I'm nothing without Him.
How do most of you TE out there explain where a more allegorical OT stops and a more historically accurate one starts? Do you find you have to keep your views to yourself because they seem controversial? (This part bothers me a lot). Thank you.