Lamb's Book of Life

[sportsfan]

I asked Jesus into my heart as a four year old and I have recommitted my life throughout the years including a nasty battle with porn addiction. Fast Forward to a more recent time a Yellow Cross appeared in the shower and I visually saw it and I was placed under a visual hallucination trapped me now the hallucination says since I mixed Jesus up with Satan I have done the unpardonable sin and now I am the Beast of the earth and I see writing on my skin and forehead and stomach. However, Pastor Nathan last night said my eternity is secure and he sees the fruit in my life is my mind playing tricks on me could this blue light and beast stuff be real or is it still a hallucination that my name is removed is it possible I could not control the Yellow Cross but I love Jesus so much that my heartaches. I would never take the mark of the beast on purpose is it possible it is a real mark on my body or is it a hallucination would the Holy Spirit leave me for having a for a hallucination.

 

[ripple the car]

"...I could not control the Yellow Cross but I love Jesus so much that my heartaches."

I think this is what you should hone in on. You can not control your intrusive thoughts or hallucinations, but you love and trust Christ deeply. Lean on this.

The hallucinations are not real. Christ is real. Trust Him, friend. Keep trusting Him.

 

[t4inted-]

I would say get your pastor or a leader from your church to anoint your head with oil and pray over you.. and against the works of the devil in your life.. the prayer of a righteous man avails much..

I have had my pastor pray for me when I was under heavy attack of the enemy and I would sooner or later be set free and delivered from those powers..

just a suggestion

 

[sportsfan]

I would say get your pastor or a leader from your church to anoint your head with oil and pray over you.. and against the works of the devil in your life.. the prayer of a righteous man avails much..

I have had my pastor pray for me when I was under heavy attack of the enemy and I would sooner or later be set free and delivered from those powers..

just a suggestion

Thanks he has me really convinced that I blasphmed the Holy Spirit in a hallucination.

 

[t4inted-]

Thanks he has me really convinced that I blasphmed the Holy Spirit in a hallucination.

Understand to blaspheme is to speak with your mouth against the things that are holy,., if you did not use your lips or tongue to speak then you did not blaspheme...

I know it can feel so real to believe the lies the devil would tell you..
just know that he is a liar and the father of lies there is no truth in him

 

[sportsfan]

Understand to blaspheme is to speak with your mouth against the things that are holy,., if you did not use your lips or tongue to speak then you did not blaspheme...

I know it can feel so real to believe the lies the devil would tell you..
just know that he is a liar and the father of lies there is no truth in him

I didn't use my lips or mouth. I just saw a yellow cross in the shower that followed me and Satan claims he was in it and that he was testing me with a supernatural temptation but it doesn't make sense. I would never accept 666 or blaspheme the Holy Spirit so am i just sick

 

[t4inted-]

Tell the devil he is a liar

I didn't use my lips or mouth. I just saw a yellow cross in the shower that followed me and Satan claims he was in it and that he was testing me with a supernatural temptation but it doesn't make sense. I would never accept 666 or blaspheme the Holy Spirit so am i just sick

 

[MrsFoundit]

Romans 8 - 37 No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us. 38 And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39 No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

 

[sportsfan]

Romans 8 - 37 No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us. 38 And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39 No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

So I don't have the real Mark of the Beast?

 

[MrsFoundit]

You are turning to Christians for help, you are admitting to sin, you care about Jesus. You are still in the Book of Life.

We sometimes do not realise or cannot feel like we are safe in God’s love, but we still are.

 

[sportsfan]

Thank You so this bluelight and words I see on my skin and close my eyes and see Beast of the Earth is just a hallucination and is not real and my name is in Lamb's book of Life.