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<blockquote data-quote="Mark City" data-source="post: 75948394" data-attributes="member: 434675"><p>Thanks for your reply. It is true that I am a complainer. But I have been struggling so much with myself since decades that some days it feels impossible to continue. I have anger issues, anxiety disorder which was diagnosed years ago due to childhood trauma and recently I have had a lot of physical symptoms like weak knees, knee pain, joint pains getting worse, shoulder and elbow issues since a year ago, stiffness, numbness. I am close to bankrupt, people tell me I am really good at what I do in my business but somehow the deals don’t close and I am running into debt. So things are not going well at all and that makes me just more depressed that I am failing on all fronts. This financial hardship is also straining my marriage. I have a very strong belief but I just don’t see the results in my own life. I just don’t feel God is much interested in hearing from me. I know I need patience but I have really tried hard for years even decades now. Things have in the past got momentarily better but somehow it never lasts. It really feels like there is a negative spirit on me because i have felt this this negative spirit going into hiding when I have asked people to pray over me. It is like in that instant everything feels ok but then a few hours later again same old pains. </p><p>I would like to do more for others, but I feel it is hard to be of service if I’m struggling like this...</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Mark City, post: 75948394, member: 434675"] Thanks for your reply. It is true that I am a complainer. But I have been struggling so much with myself since decades that some days it feels impossible to continue. I have anger issues, anxiety disorder which was diagnosed years ago due to childhood trauma and recently I have had a lot of physical symptoms like weak knees, knee pain, joint pains getting worse, shoulder and elbow issues since a year ago, stiffness, numbness. I am close to bankrupt, people tell me I am really good at what I do in my business but somehow the deals don’t close and I am running into debt. So things are not going well at all and that makes me just more depressed that I am failing on all fronts. This financial hardship is also straining my marriage. I have a very strong belief but I just don’t see the results in my own life. I just don’t feel God is much interested in hearing from me. I know I need patience but I have really tried hard for years even decades now. Things have in the past got momentarily better but somehow it never lasts. It really feels like there is a negative spirit on me because i have felt this this negative spirit going into hiding when I have asked people to pray over me. It is like in that instant everything feels ok but then a few hours later again same old pains. I would like to do more for others, but I feel it is hard to be of service if I’m struggling like this... [/QUOTE]
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