- Sep 29, 2004
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I can't say I'm close to God or anything, even though I long to be, but I'm in need of prayer, and I know God is there, even though I haven't been there for him.
My body has been failing. My left arm has lost most of it's ability to feel and has gone numb, I have constant head aches, shakiness, fatigue, etc. My doctor says it's the physical side of my depression taking hold. I have no way to explain my peril, because from the outside, it is non-existent. All I can say is my life is in danger because I don't know who I am, what I might do, or how I will live now. I'm scared, I'm alone, and I'm betrayed. I'm paranoid. No one can help me but Him, though I'm too ashamed to turn to Him. I don't know how much longer I can live. I may simply shut down soon. Please, pray for me. I need a way out of my own mind. It's like I'm not alone. Help.
My body has been failing. My left arm has lost most of it's ability to feel and has gone numb, I have constant head aches, shakiness, fatigue, etc. My doctor says it's the physical side of my depression taking hold. I have no way to explain my peril, because from the outside, it is non-existent. All I can say is my life is in danger because I don't know who I am, what I might do, or how I will live now. I'm scared, I'm alone, and I'm betrayed. I'm paranoid. No one can help me but Him, though I'm too ashamed to turn to Him. I don't know how much longer I can live. I may simply shut down soon. Please, pray for me. I need a way out of my own mind. It's like I'm not alone. Help.