I am under God's judgement. I have not lived a good life. My scalp is burning and my hair is falling out. I have no appetite and always feel sick. There is so much unrest in my soul. For six months God has been telling me to be homeless. I no longer feel any emotions. Not even towards my family. I tried to leave my house one day but I came back. No matter where I go I know His Spirit is there to demand justice. No Christian, pastor, or priest that I've spoken to has been able to help me. I feel that I'm isolated in this on purpose because God is dealing with me. He wants me to work and be homeless and to be forthcoming when talking to businesses that I have no resources because I am so prideful and have messed up so many opportunities in the past. I am sorry to those who saw my last post like this. I don't know what I expect to come out of this but things are getting really bad. I may be given more wrath for posting. Has anyone experienced this? Wish I could be like those Christians who made good choices and have the fruit of the Spirit.
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Have you spoken to a psychologist or a physician? Some of what you describe -- no appetite, no emotions -- sounds like depression; others of your symptoms -- burning scalp, hair falling out, feeling sick, and again no appetite -- sound like there might be a physical disease of some kind.
I'm not dismissing the spiritual issues that may be present. If you have wronged someone, then, yes, you'll feel bad until you've made things right, and that's worth prayer and self-examination. But some of what you describe sounds spiritually dubious: I don't think God would call you to be homeless, and I can't see God pouring out wrath on you for posting to CF. God cares for you, loves you, and those wouldn't be caring actions on God's part.
Talk to a therapist or physician, to try to address the emotional and physical issues you've described, and then return to whatever spiritual issues remain, with a clearer head and a healthier body.
I'm not dismissing the spiritual issues that may be present. If you have wronged someone, then, yes, you'll feel bad until you've made things right, and that's worth prayer and self-examination. But some of what you describe sounds spiritually dubious: I don't think God would call you to be homeless, and I can't see God pouring out wrath on you for posting to CF. God cares for you, loves you, and those wouldn't be caring actions on God's part.
Talk to a therapist or physician, to try to address the emotional and physical issues you've described, and then return to whatever spiritual issues remain, with a clearer head and a healthier body.
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None of us were good. We all go through such periods and it is during those periods that God transforms us. Unless we die in such manner we cannot be born again. It is a good thing if God is dealing with you. It is God's love when He brings us to die to ourselves so that we may live in Christ. I was not a christian who made good choices and had the fruits of the Spirit before God dealt with my sin. But after He put me through fire, I became a new person, received the Holy Spirit and make good choices according to God's word. You have a good desire and God knows your heart. He will transform you as well. Hold on to Him in hope and faith.
In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls. 1 Peter 1:6-9
Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. John 12:24
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My living environment causes me to sin. Ultimately it is my own selfish desires and lack of self control. It is the equivalent of an addict needing to get out of the environment. Unfortunately there is no rehab in this situation. I've sought medical and therapeutic interventions in the past. None have helped. I truly believe me fighting Gods will is what's causing this. But what He is asking of me seems impossible. I truly appreciate you taking the time to respond with concern and advice. I pray that you are blessed.
QUOTE="PloverWing, post: 74132081, member: 307356"]Have you spoken to a psychologist or a physician? Some of what you describe -- no appetite, no emotions -- sounds like depression; others of your symptoms -- burning scalp, hair falling out, feeling sick, and again no appetite -- sound like there might be a physical disease of some kind.
I'm not dismissing the spiritual issues that may be present. If you have wronged someone, then, yes, you'll feel bad until you've made things right, and that's worth prayer and self-examination. But some of what you describe sounds spiritually dubious: I don't think God would call you to be homeless, and I can't see God pouring out wrath on you for posting to CF. God cares for you, loves you, and those wouldn't be caring actions on God's part.
Talk to a therapist or physician, to try to address the emotional and physical issues you've described, and then return to whatever spiritual issues remain, with a clearer head and a healthier body.[/QUOTE]
QUOTE="PloverWing, post: 74132081, member: 307356"]Have you spoken to a psychologist or a physician? Some of what you describe -- no appetite, no emotions -- sounds like depression; others of your symptoms -- burning scalp, hair falling out, feeling sick, and again no appetite -- sound like there might be a physical disease of some kind.
I'm not dismissing the spiritual issues that may be present. If you have wronged someone, then, yes, you'll feel bad until you've made things right, and that's worth prayer and self-examination. But some of what you describe sounds spiritually dubious: I don't think God would call you to be homeless, and I can't see God pouring out wrath on you for posting to CF. God cares for you, loves you, and those wouldn't be caring actions on God's part.
Talk to a therapist or physician, to try to address the emotional and physical issues you've described, and then return to whatever spiritual issues remain, with a clearer head and a healthier body.[/QUOTE]
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Thank you for your prayers and encouragement as always. I am very greatful.
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"gospels, post: 74132123, member: 400717"]None of us were good. We all go through such periods and it is during those periods that God transforms us. Unless we die in such manner we cannot be born again. It is a good thing if God is dealing with you. It is God's love when He brings us to die to ourselves so that we may live in Christ. I was not a christian who made good choices and had the fruits of the Spirit before God dealt with my sin. But after He put me through fire, I became a new person, received the Holy Spirit and make good choices according to God's word. You have a good desire and God knows your heart. He will transform you as well. Hold on to Him in hope and faith.
In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls. 1 Peter 1:6-9
Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. John 12:24[/QUOTE]
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"gospels, post: 74132123, member: 400717"]None of us were good. We all go through such periods and it is during those periods that God transforms us. Unless we die in such manner we cannot be born again. It is a good thing if God is dealing with you. It is God's love when He brings us to die to ourselves so that we may live in Christ. I was not a christian who made good choices and had the fruits of the Spirit before God dealt with my sin. But after He put me through fire, I became a new person, received the Holy Spirit and make good choices according to God's word. You have a good desire and God knows your heart. He will transform you as well. Hold on to Him in hope and faith.
In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls. 1 Peter 1:6-9
Truly, truly, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. John 12:24[/QUOTE]
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This sounds like clinical depression which is very common.
Some treatments include; ketamine infusions/nasal spray, marijuana (sativa or hybrids), exercise, 2000mg EPA (Eicosapentaenoic Acid) per day which is a type of vitamin, sunlight.
If you got a good dose of all of those in 1 day it would eradicate the depression.
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"My living environment causes me to sin. Ultimately it is my own selfish desires and lack of self control. It is the equivalent of an addict needing to get out of the environment. Unfortunately there is no rehab in this situation. I've sought medical and therapeutic interventions in the past. None have helped. I truly believe me fighting Gods will is what's causing this. But what He is asking of me seems impossible."
You seem to understand your biggest need- you need to stop fighting God's will. What God requires is never impossible because He makes a way to not succumb to temptation to those who seek Him with their whole hearts, He empowers them to do what He commands, and He makes sure that they at least receive what they really need as they so seek Him.
Psalm 34:6-16: "This poor man cried, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the Lord encampeth round about them that fear him, and delivereth them. O taste and see that the Lord is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him. O fear the Lord, ye his saints: for there is no want to them that fear him. The young lions do lack, and suffer hunger: but they that seek the Lord shall not want any good thing. Come, ye children, hearken unto me: I will teach you the fear of the Lord. What man is he that desireth life, and loveth many days, that he may see good? Keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking guile. Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it. The eyes of the Lord are upon the righteous, and his ears are open unto their cry. The face of the Lord is against them that do evil, to cut off the remembrance of them from the earth."
It is impossible for anyone to go wrong by surrendering to the God of the Bible, diligently continuing to seek Him, and cooperating with what they know His Word requires. Impossible. Trust in Him and keep trusting Him no matter how bad things look. He will never fail one who so trusts Him. You will never regret it if you do so and never turn back.
Joshua 1:8-9 "This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success. Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest."
1 Peter 2:6 "Wherefore also it is contained in the scripture, Behold, I lay in Sion a chief corner stone, elect, precious: and he that believeth on him shall not be confounded."
You seem to understand your biggest need- you need to stop fighting God's will. What God requires is never impossible because He makes a way to not succumb to temptation to those who seek Him with their whole hearts, He empowers them to do what He commands, and He makes sure that they at least receive what they really need as they so seek Him.
Psalm 34:6-16: "This poor man cried, and the Lord heard him, and saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the Lord encampeth round about them that fear him, and delivereth them. O taste and see that the Lord is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him. O fear the Lord, ye his saints: for there is no want to them that fear him. The young lions do lack, and suffer hunger: but they that seek the Lord shall not want any good thing. Come, ye children, hearken unto me: I will teach you the fear of the Lord. What man is he that desireth life, and loveth many days, that he may see good? Keep thy tongue from evil, and thy lips from speaking guile. Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it. The eyes of the Lord are upon the righteous, and his ears are open unto their cry. The face of the Lord is against them that do evil, to cut off the remembrance of them from the earth."
It is impossible for anyone to go wrong by surrendering to the God of the Bible, diligently continuing to seek Him, and cooperating with what they know His Word requires. Impossible. Trust in Him and keep trusting Him no matter how bad things look. He will never fail one who so trusts Him. You will never regret it if you do so and never turn back.
Joshua 1:8-9 "This book of the law shall not depart out of thy mouth; but thou shalt meditate therein day and night, that thou mayest observe to do according to all that is written therein: for then thou shalt make thy way prosperous, and then thou shalt have good success. Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest."
1 Peter 2:6 "Wherefore also it is contained in the scripture, Behold, I lay in Sion a chief corner stone, elect, precious: and he that believeth on him shall not be confounded."
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