John 6 saved my life

[sportsfan]

A week ago I was suicidal and depressed for sure I depressed for sure he didnt warn about the yellow cross and I bowed confusing Jesus and Satan now I am damned to hell I might as well end I thought.

However, in one week things immensely I found out I have brain infection no wonder I see blue lights and crosses and secondly Mom watched reflections A verse I am the bread of life and I wanted the full context I read it and I was blown away. Then Jesus declared, “I amAI)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26293AI" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> the bread of life.AJ)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26293AJ" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believesAK)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26293AK" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> in me will never be thirsty.AL)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26293AL" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> 36 But as I told you, you have seen me and still you do not believe. 37 All those the Father gives meAM)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26295AM" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away. 38 For I have come down from heavenAN)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26296AN" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> not to do my will but to do the willAO)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26296AO" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> of him who sent me.AP)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26296AP" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> 39 And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all those he has given me,AQ)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26297AQ" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> but raise them up at the last day.AR)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26297AR" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> 40 For my Father’s will is that everyone who looks to the SonAS)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26298AS" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> and believes in him shall have eternal life,AT)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26298AT" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> and I will raise them up at the last day.”

Jesus promises not to lose any Christian and do you know who was a Christian in September me I was I repented not going to Austin and that is when I got mixed up by my scitzphrenia undiagnosed accidently bowing to Satan I believe but after Reading John 6 I realize it may be mental illness Jesus promises to lose no one it is the Fathers will why would Jesus see me repent of my carnal ways only to let Satan show and snatch it which John 10 also Impossible.

I realize the Yellow cross and the Blue Light that showed up in October after 20 years of Jesus and no blue light simply is medical Satan has power in Job without Gods clearance and God isnt going to let Satan trick me out of salvation due to John 6 and 10. God would be cruel after 20 years of faithfully following him to let 10 minutes in the shower damn me to hell.

I talked to my friend feeling encouraged for two hours about the Bible and sports. My fear of being left behind is starting to dissipate the walls and all the weird Satan stuff I see is all lies to keep me in Fear and Bondage Satan tries to make me think Jesus is my enemy and I have the Beast but now with my Bible Knowledge the tables are turning I realize it is impossible my knuckles and forehead and the out of body experience all false all lies no wonder my brain is swollen would Jesus damn a mentally sick child he doesnt in scripture he loves the sick I have been seeing this happy Jesus image for the first time since September in my mind and I believe it is because my heart nows the truth. My mom asks all the time did you tell Jesus to go away you dont want and I reply I am damned because I hallucinated but now I have the encouragment of John 6 and Pastor Nathan sees the Holy Spirit in my life and actions and showed me a great song No Longer Slaves to Fear I am a Child of God.

John 6 John 10 Romans 8 1 Corinthians 10:13 prove Jesus still loves and I am hallucinated visions of Satan that arent real because it is not Bibical that John 6 is a revelation if Jesus lost me to the Antichrist False Prophet posistion that means the Bible lied if I am damned to hell with the Beast but the Bible is the the truth and everyone has been telling me that ignore the yellow cross and blue light Praise Jesus the Bible says so he is not going to damn you to hell over hallucinating for 10 minutes for the first time in seven months I feel hope watched Cinderfella a funny Jerry Lewis picture and enjoyed it. I still feel strange and scared I am not going to lie I have a long battle ahead of me with mental illness but I know the Bible will guide me past the yellow cross and blue light. I realize that if I truly was evil false prophet Antichrist the rapture would have already happened but now I know John 6 and it saved my life I realize I truly cant be the Antichrist no matter how many demons fly and False Prophet no matter a circling blue light screaming Mark of the Beast on your knuckles on forehead John 6 says nope impossible cant happen as a Christian just like the John Piper article on the Lambs Book of Life the Holy Spirit would never let the Beast show up in my shower and door the Bible contradicts what I expierenced is a powerful dream as Pastor Mark says he says if there is one person I am confident will be in Heaven it is you love the Lord and he baptized me. I feel like a Christian again after John 6 I am excited about watching Good Friday and Easter live streams I was dreading it is just a tradition but now hope the bible brought me Jesus loses no one I cant change yellow cross but I can focus on the Word of God which contradicts yellow cross and blue light. I feel a spiritual tug of war right now either Satan has more power than I realized and can undo my twenty year walk with Jesus forces me to lose one friend I never wanted to lose out of a hallucination or Jesus is still telling truth he loses no one and destroys no Christian Mansion the last seven months have been hell on Earth but God made me so euphoric it keeps me going I am grateful the Holy Spirit wrote John 6. Jesus will not leave me behind despite the mark of the beast hallucination that isnt Bibical I was telling my friend after Corona Virus clears he can go to more baseball games he would never accept the beast no one refuses making me realize it is a hallucination John 6 Romans 8 no power of hell seperates from the love of God like the song the God Who Stays. I cant rely on my feelings I need to rely on the truth the Bible. I truly believe if the Mark of the Beast was a yellow cross the Holy Spirit would have wrote it in scripture my Dad jokes that is how cults get started people see visions and religious delusions are common. A nurse I know said I will eventually get to the point where I can ignore the hallucinations she says the part of the brain where religion is gets tripped up and flipped around and Antichrist and False Prophet delusions are common. The truth is Jesus loves me and he isnt my enemy I am not going to Israel during the seven year tribulation because I saw a yellow cross Klove at night calms my fears and John 6. I believe Jesus put that passage in for me he knew I would fear losing him and blaspheming him I am so worried I blasphemed unconsciously taking the beast but everyone points me to the Bible and now I have hope Satan couldn't keep me distracted by the world so he had to use fear and doubt of the Bible making me feel like Gods enemy but now I know the truth John 6 says Satan cant do that hallelujah!

 

[sportsfan]

A week ago I was suicidal and depressed for sure I depressed for sure he didnt warn about the yellow cross and I bowed confusing Jesus and Satan now I am damned to hell I might as well end I thought.

However, in one week things immensely I found out I have brain infection no wonder I see blue lights and crosses and secondly Mom watched reflections A verse I am the bread of life and I wanted the full context I read it and I was blown away. Then Jesus declared, “I amAI)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26293AI" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> the bread of life.AJ)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26293AJ" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> Whoever comes to me will never go hungry, and whoever believesAK)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26293AK" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> in me will never be thirsty.AL)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26293AL" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> 36 But as I told you, you have seen me and still you do not believe. 37 All those the Father gives meAM)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26295AM" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never drive away. 38 For I have come down from heavenAN)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26296AN" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> not to do my will but to do the willAO)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26296AO" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> of him who sent me.AP)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26296AP" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> 39 And this is the will of him who sent me, that I shall lose none of all those he has given me,AQ)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26297AQ" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> but raise them up at the last day.AR)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26297AR" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> 40 For my Father’s will is that everyone who looks to the SonAS)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26298AS" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> and believes in him shall have eternal life,AT)" data-cr="#cen-NIV-26298AT" style="font-size: 0.625em; line-height: 22px; vertical-align: top;"> and I will raise them up at the last day.”

Jesus promises not to lose any Christian and do you know who was a Christian in September me I was I repented not going to Austin and that is when I got mixed up by my scitzphrenia undiagnosed accidently bowing to Satan I believe but after Reading John 6 I realize it may be mental illness Jesus promises to lose no one it is the Fathers will why would Jesus see me repent of my carnal ways only to let Satan show and snatch it which John 10 also Impossible.

I realize the Yellow cross and the Blue Light that showed up in October after 20 years of Jesus and no blue light simply is medical Satan has power in Job without Gods clearance and God isnt going to let Satan trick me out of salvation due to John 6 and 10. God would be cruel after 20 years of faithfully following him to let 10 minutes in the shower damn me to hell.

I talked to my friend feeling encouraged for two hours about the Bible and sports. My fear of being left behind is starting to dissipate the walls and all the weird Satan stuff I see is all lies to keep me in Fear and Bondage Satan tries to make me think Jesus is my enemy and I have the Beast but now with my Bible Knowledge the tables are turning I realize it is impossible my knuckles and forehead and the out of body experience all false all lies no wonder my brain is swollen would Jesus damn a mentally sick child he doesnt in scripture he loves the sick I have been seeing this happy Jesus image for the first time since September in my mind and I believe it is because my heart nows the truth. My mom asks all the time did you tell Jesus to go away you dont want and I reply I am damned because I hallucinated but now I have the encouragment of John 6 and Pastor Nathan sees the Holy Spirit in my life and actions and showed me a great song No Longer Slaves to Fear I am a Child of God.

John 6 John 10 Romans 8 1 Corinthians 10:13 prove Jesus still loves and I am hallucinated visions of Satan that arent real because it is not Bibical that John 6 is a revelation if Jesus lost me to the Antichrist False Prophet posistion that means the Bible lied if I am damned to hell with the Beast but the Bible is the the truth and everyone has been telling me that ignore the yellow cross and blue light Praise Jesus the Bible says so he is not going to damn you to hell over hallucinating for 10 minutes for the first time in seven months I feel hope watched Cinderfella a funny Jerry Lewis picture and enjoyed it. I still feel strange and scared I am not going to lie I have a long battle ahead of me with mental illness but I know the Bible will guide me past the yellow cross and blue light. I realize that if I truly was evil false prophet Antichrist the rapture would have already happened but now I know John 6 and it saved my life I realize I truly cant be the Antichrist no matter how many demons fly and False Prophet no matter a circling blue light screaming Mark of the Beast on your knuckles on forehead John 6 says nope impossible cant happen as a Christian just like the John Piper article on the Lambs Book of Life the Holy Spirit would never let the Beast show up in my shower and door the Bible contradicts what I expierenced is a powerful dream as Pastor Mark says he says if there is one person I am confident will be in Heaven it is you love the Lord and he baptized me. I feel like a Christian again after John 6 I am excited about watching Good Friday and Easter live streams I was dreading it is just a tradition but now hope the bible brought me Jesus loses no one I cant change yellow cross but I can focus on the Word of God which contradicts yellow cross and blue light. I feel a spiritual tug of war right now either Satan has more power than I realized and can undo my twenty year walk with Jesus forces me to lose one friend I never wanted to lose out of a hallucination or Jesus is still telling truth he loses no one and destroys no Christian Mansion the last seven months have been hell on Earth but God made me so euphoric it keeps me going I am grateful the Holy Spirit wrote John 6. Jesus will not leave me behind despite the mark of the beast hallucination that isnt Bibical I was telling my friend after Corona Virus clears he can go to more baseball games he would never accept the beast no one refuses making me realize it is a hallucination John 6 Romans 8 no power of hell seperates from the love of God like the song the God Who Stays. I cant rely on my feelings I need to rely on the truth the Bible. I truly believe if the Mark of the Beast was a yellow cross the Holy Spirit would have wrote it in scripture my Dad jokes that is how cults get started people see visions and religious delusions are common. A nurse I know said I will eventually get to the point where I can ignore the hallucinations she says the part of the brain where religion is gets tripped up and flipped around and Antichrist and False Prophet delusions are common. The truth is Jesus loves me and he isnt my enemy I am not going to Israel during the seven year tribulation because I saw a yellow cross Klove at night calms my fears and John 6. I believe Jesus put that passage in for me he knew I would fear losing him and blaspheming him I am so worried I blasphemed unconsciously taking the beast but everyone points me to the Bible and now I have hope Satan couldn't keep me distracted by the world so he had to use fear and doubt of the Bible making me feel like Gods enemy but now I know the truth John 6 says Satan cant do that hallelujah!

I have slight doubt now Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God: And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world.
1 John 4:1‭-‬3 KJV what if the yellow cross and the blue light is the spirit of the antichrist maybe I am damned to hell I didnt test the spirit praying to Jesus it happened so fast maybe I am a false prophet is John 6 still true Jesus loses no one who is a Christian I want to have a Good Friday and Easter and become a pastor andI was feeling encouraged about Heaven but this bible verse scares I am worried I think the yellow cross talked blasphemy of the Holy Spirit when I was blissfully unware and I bowed thinking it was Jesus I pulled a Judas and hurt Jesus I am sad I forgot to test the spirit maybe Satan does own me but Pastor Nathan says it is impossible due to the Bible not warning and he sees the Holy Spirit I love Jesus did I unconsciously blaspheme Jesus I want to go to Heaven and spread the Gospel Jesus is my friend I dont want to hurt him am I okay.

 

[sportsfan]

How do you test spirits in hallucinations that happen fast what if I betrayed Jesus I saw a yellow light that said from heaven to hell but John 6 says impossible is the bible cocontradicting I know it is true I asked Jesus in my heart but satan claims through a blue light for the last seven months I have the spirit of Antichrist I was him everyone around is getting the Beast Mom says brain infection and scitzphrenia though I would never hurt Jesus in my right mind though I am sad I dont want to go to hell serving the Antichrist or being the Antichrist after twenty years of loving Jesus I gave up on going to Austin to please Jesus and he healed my mind I knew I would be a pastor not conform to the world I hate the world Satan I bowed accidently it was a trick Satan says I am damned for not testing spirits but I am scitzphrenia Jesus still love me is John 6 still true for me Jesus loses no Christians thanks.

 

[faroukfarouk]

It's a searching and wholesome chapter, John 6.

 

[sportsfan]

It's a searching and wholesome chapter, John 6.

It has brought so much comfort I asked Jesus in my heart he isnt going to let Satan show up magically and snatch that away in a 10 minute hallucination I forgot to test the spirit which scares me and it says beast incoming spirit of antichrist now ha you bad Christian for hallucinating Satan now you have blue light but John 6 shows up and Jesus words say impossible just like the story of Job Satan had to ask and God not going to let Satan show up to me and stop my dream of being a pastor and repenting avoiding the world and vanity fair God showed me Heaven he isnt going to damn me and break his promise tricking me out of my dream and christian faith I realize Satan is trying to keep me distracted by my mental illness Pastor Nathan clearly sees the Holy Spirit in my life he knows I love Jesus I would never hurt Jesus in my right mind but I hurt him in confusion from serotonin syndrome but Jesus knows that his blood covers that I have a thorn in my flesh but Jesus said to Paul My grace is sufficient my power is made perfect in weakness and I am weak scared I lost Jesus over an accident a messenger of Satan has my brain confused but Jesus loves me still I know he does John 6 states the truth Jesus loses no ones mansion to hell I am sick Jesus knows that the beast for the last seven months is not real which is why the rapture hasnt happened the Bible contradicts my vision I love Klove at night I know Jesus will rapture me in his timing!