Thanks for asking. I am a writer. Writers who are not well known to the world generally have other jobs. I currently do merchandising part time for a company I'm employed by, and there are other companies I can do self-employed contract work with to supplement that if I need to.
I've just published my first book, (that in itself is a testimony to His faithfulness!), and a few weeks ago was praying about whether I should continue drumming up business from additional companies or focus on promoting the book and writing more. In the midst of chatting to the the Lord about this, the ins and outs, postives and negatives, I directly asked Him which direction I should focus my energies in developing, the jobs or the book. I'm not sure exactly how I expected Him to respond. It seemed to me He would have a preference, you know, the perfect blueprint. But instead He surprised me by saying words to this effect, " Whatever you do I will support you." It sort of stunned me, but as I considered it I realized that's exactly who He is, not my employer, but my Dad who is going to make sure that I'm okay no matter what I do. It also meant He trusted me to make the decision, which quite honestly I'd have preferred Him to make.
Although it seemed like the natural answer or the no-brainer would be to promote the book, I still wasn't clear about which way I'd move because I was feeling a bit burned out, and quite honestly like the security of having money coming in from several jobs. So I decided to live on what I'm making working part time and give myself a little time to charge my batteries and make the decsion later. After all, I get to trust that He'll support me no matter what I do, (assuming I'm not doing anything heinous, which I'm not), and that includes taking a break.
After taking some time to work less, I had an email come through from a company offering me work. It was project work, so I could be on their rolls, look over available work and only take projects I wanted. This seemed to make sense and would give me the flexibility I needed to promote the book. Have my cake--organic, whole grain cake with no refined sugar, of course--and eat it too. All i had to do was fill out the new hire packet, no big deal, right? Well, the new hire forms were all pretty standard except one that they needed me to bring to a notary to have it verified. Let the games begin. Every time I tried to get the thing to the notary, some weird thing happened. My neighbor had an oil leak and while the big trucks were sucking up the oil they sucked up my computer cable, so I couldn't print the form. This got fixed and my social security card had leaped from the place I keep it and hid itself. Computer links wouldn't work, and so on, until it finally occured to me that maybe I was kicking against the goads, or maybe it all seemed like such a big old pain because I really would rather promote the book and trust that the Lord really meant what He said. I declined the job.
So that's my testimony. I didn't try to handle it all. I took a rest and my financial world did not end. The money came from unexpected places just like the stories you hear people tell. I got rebate on my insurance and more money back from taxes because I worked less. He has brought me to a place where I can trust Him to take care of me even when I decide to do what looks like the most economically unfeasible thing to do. And I'm guessing from His vantage point nothing could be more feasible than to trust Him and to do what I was created to do.