I've messed up badly.

[Oriental_muse]

I am what the doctor wants to call depressed, or in the very least, stressed. I don't deny this, but Im struggling, because one of the areas that causes me the most worry in my life is my studies, and now i've spent so much time worrying about them that I haven't got any done and im terribly behind.

As a solution im thinking of leaving alevels alone for the next few months, which means leaving college and getting a full time job.

I don't know if this is what God wants for me. I really don't know. But I wanna be looking forward to my future, not wanting to curl up and die.

I also want to go to Bible college in september, I've found a course that looks excellent but I don't know if I could get on it if I don't have the 6th form qualifications.

I'm panicking and easter break is almost over - and I have to decide soon, go back, or not?

Any prayers, guidance or comfort you could offer me would be much appreciated.

 

[goldenviolet]

hey sweetie instead of leaving school for a month and getting a job... which is only trading one stress for another, how about changing your schedule by adding or taking out things. all campus' have a counselor specialized in this. are you involved at a church? having spiritual food and christian support is everything.... !! *prayers* love dee

 

[Oriental_muse]

hey sweetie instead of leaving school for a month and getting a job... which is only trading one stress for another, how about changing your schedule by adding or taking out things. all campus' have a counselor specialized in this. are you involved at a church? having spiritual food and christian support is everything.... !! *prayers* love dee

I've just started attending a church regularly so I don't have so much fellowship there at the moment - but yeh perhaps if I lighten my schedule - like drop courses, that may help. It's something I'll def consider.

God Bless x

 

[goldenviolet]

*prayers* ...........

aaaawwwwe all for you..... ..... !!