I've become self destructive

[LostChildinTheMidst]

I have become a self-pitying freak. I thrive off of the pity others have for me, I want to look like the victim when I'm not, I want to blame others so I don't have to go through the pain because of the shame with myself. Please pray for me because I'm hurting others, I'm hungry for attention and it's horrible, I don't want to become self pitying. I even blame people in my family for being this way because they're just like this too. Please pray so I don't wallow in sadness for myself. I hate that I'm always seeking attention and I always want someone to feel bad for me, I'm super toxic.

 

[Truthfrees]

praying for you dear friend

 

[Tsquared]

Sending prayers your way. I will say though, at least you have identified this for yourself; many people go their whole lives behaving in the way you just described, however, they fail to recognize they're acting that way. Since you've identified it, change can follow I don't know you personally, but I'm sure you aren't a terrible person, don't be too hard on yourself, we are all imperfect. God bless

 

[Kenny'sID]

I have become a self-pitying freak. I thrive off of the pity others have for me, I want to look like the victim when I'm not, I want to blame others so I don't have to go through the pain because of the shame with myself. Please pray for me because I'm hurting others, I'm hungry for attention and it's horrible, I don't want to become self pitying. I even blame people in my family for being this way because they're just like this too. Please pray so I don't wallow in sadness for myself. I hate that I'm always seeking attention and I always want someone to feel bad for me, I'm super toxic.

I agree with Tsquared.

I know someone like you describe, and trying to talk to them abut what they are is impossible, much less trying to help them change, but you? You, my friend, are well on the road to recovery already.

 

[Star Dancer]

Praying for you

 

[Gabriel Anton]

Peace be with you.

God welcomes your prayers.

I will keep you in my prayers, Dear Precious Soul of God.

God bless you.

 

[rockytopva]

Father I pray blessings on this request, spiritual blessings, and for a victorious life that will bring you glory in Jesus name I pray. Also taking these needs before God in prayer on the bbnradio.org Family Altar program... BBN Program Schedule