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Been years since I posted here. I have read a number of threads of people who lost their faith. How bout a thread of someone who got it back.
Faith is a really tricky concept. It really isn't about proof. My youth leader in High School, after tiring from my constant questioning, finally told me..."sometimes its just about faith." and he quickly ended the conversation. To be fair, he was right, but not quite how he meant it. His problem with me was my belief in evolution, and my disbelief in the "literal" truth of the word.
Growing up in a fundamentalist church, it was made pretty clear to me: Literal truth...7 days, Dinosaurs hanging out with Jews, moon dust disproving evolution. Don't believe this then you are going to Hell. But science was common sense to me. I thought evolution was a far more beautiful explanation than the creation story. I still do.
So I called myself a deist for many years. I wanted to believe in God, and in a small way still did, but could not accept a loving God after all the crap that had happened to me (not going into that here) ...God could not have been part of that. And then stuff changed. I had a son..out of wedlock. And I thought about how I wanted to raise him. The answer was in a Christian church. I didn't necessarily buy into Christianity, but I could easily do a comparison of my friends who grew up in the church vs out of it.
So I had many a discussion with the minister at a local church. And the damage that fundamentalism had done was soon gone. I don't mean to upset fundamentalists...I just want you to understand that insistence in literal truth of the creation story drives people away. But I started to realize that Christianity is not believing in stuff that contradicts science. It is believing in the Apostle's Creed. Most important part below in my opinion...
I believe in Jesus Christ, God's only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried;
he descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again;
Faith. I have it again. And I feel great.
So, not sure what the Stone Campbell movement thinks of my baptismal...Disciples of Christ when I was 8. But I am now attending a Presbyterian church. I plan on arguing a lot with these crazy Calvinists.
Faith is a really tricky concept. It really isn't about proof. My youth leader in High School, after tiring from my constant questioning, finally told me..."sometimes its just about faith." and he quickly ended the conversation. To be fair, he was right, but not quite how he meant it. His problem with me was my belief in evolution, and my disbelief in the "literal" truth of the word.
Growing up in a fundamentalist church, it was made pretty clear to me: Literal truth...7 days, Dinosaurs hanging out with Jews, moon dust disproving evolution. Don't believe this then you are going to Hell. But science was common sense to me. I thought evolution was a far more beautiful explanation than the creation story. I still do.
So I called myself a deist for many years. I wanted to believe in God, and in a small way still did, but could not accept a loving God after all the crap that had happened to me (not going into that here) ...God could not have been part of that. And then stuff changed. I had a son..out of wedlock. And I thought about how I wanted to raise him. The answer was in a Christian church. I didn't necessarily buy into Christianity, but I could easily do a comparison of my friends who grew up in the church vs out of it.
So I had many a discussion with the minister at a local church. And the damage that fundamentalism had done was soon gone. I don't mean to upset fundamentalists...I just want you to understand that insistence in literal truth of the creation story drives people away. But I started to realize that Christianity is not believing in stuff that contradicts science. It is believing in the Apostle's Creed. Most important part below in my opinion...
I believe in Jesus Christ, God's only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried;
he descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again;
Faith. I have it again. And I feel great.
So, not sure what the Stone Campbell movement thinks of my baptismal...Disciples of Christ when I was 8. But I am now attending a Presbyterian church. I plan on arguing a lot with these crazy Calvinists.