Isn't life fun sometimes? Sometimes, I think life sucks bad, then other times, I really enjoy it. And then, other times, I get so tired of it! I want a settled existance. That's what I want. A completely settled existance. Not sedentary. Just settled. I'm waiting for that to happen and I don't know how long it's going to take. I'm tired of this. I keep thinking that if I keep going, then things will eventually fall into place for me. I keep thinking that it's only going to be a few more years, but then, is that really the Truth? Or, is that my mind just trying to console me when in reality things are much different? AHHHHH, who knows.