Is this just a coincidence

[J0SHUA]

I feel like with most people I've known in life since the beginning of high school, people get tired of my personality or will suddenly dislike me. I'm not sure what exactly it is but people definitely seem to dislike me more with time. Could this just be a coincidence? I have a lot of acquaintances and not many real friends, and I feel like it's because of this issue. Also, in my first two years of high school some of my friends ended up bullying me or people will just seem less interested and avoid me or stop talking to me altogether. The bully thing stopped in 11th grade, I got my toughness on at that time haha but it happens with almost everyone besides family. I'm trying not to get down about it but it's eating at my confidence a bit. Does anyone else feel this way? I thought I was crazy when I used to think this, but now that I think about it I realize how many times it's happened and that something might be wrong. I'm pretty friendly and easy to get along with but I'm going to watch myself and situations closely from now on. Please pray this problem goes away my friends

 

[rachelcatherine]

Hey Joshua, This post was written a while ago and I hope that your life has got a bit better by now. I thought I'd reply anyway, even though you probably won't see this.
God never said our life would be easy. I have no idea why this is happening to you, but you just need to lean on Him. I feel lonely a lot, and it just helps to spend some time with Him, just chatting, when I'm sitting alone at school.