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Hi, you may have seen my thread before where I said I thought I had OCD. Well, I was just wondering if the following is common in OCD sufferers, or if it's unrelated. So, here it is:
Almost everything I do has some kind of "system" to it, usually to do with the date or the time. For example, I try to drink four bottles of water a day, and I have ten gulps at certain times of day (e.g. 10 gulps at 10:00, 10 more at 10:15 etc.). Also, when choosing something from a restaurant menu, for example, I ask what somebody else has ordered and then count down the menu from their choice whatever the date is (so if it's the twelfth of January I'll count down twelve) and choose that, but I'd have to stay in the same section (e.g. meat dishes), and I even have a system for choosing which person to ask. I have different systems for different things like this, but I don't get distraught if I stray from the systems. It's mainly because I don't like making decisions because I want things to be "equal"... if you know what I mean? So, for example, if playing a video game or something, I'd use a system to choose which character to play as (or if there's a "Random" button I'll almost always choose that)... if you've seen the film Forrest Gump, where his mother told him "Life is like a box of chocolates - you never know what you're going to get," then it's sort of like I don't want to know what I'm going to get when I choose what to eat or which character to play as... I hope that makes sense. I could go into much more detail about every little system I have (I probably couldn't remember them all), but then this list would be way too long, because I have one for practically everything. I also have a list of things I do each day and they're all in a particular order. For example, Bible reading, Check the news, work out what I'm going to wear tomorrow (using a system), check Christian Forums...
Thank you and God bless
Roseheart
Almost everything I do has some kind of "system" to it, usually to do with the date or the time. For example, I try to drink four bottles of water a day, and I have ten gulps at certain times of day (e.g. 10 gulps at 10:00, 10 more at 10:15 etc.). Also, when choosing something from a restaurant menu, for example, I ask what somebody else has ordered and then count down the menu from their choice whatever the date is (so if it's the twelfth of January I'll count down twelve) and choose that, but I'd have to stay in the same section (e.g. meat dishes), and I even have a system for choosing which person to ask. I have different systems for different things like this, but I don't get distraught if I stray from the systems. It's mainly because I don't like making decisions because I want things to be "equal"... if you know what I mean? So, for example, if playing a video game or something, I'd use a system to choose which character to play as (or if there's a "Random" button I'll almost always choose that)... if you've seen the film Forrest Gump, where his mother told him "Life is like a box of chocolates - you never know what you're going to get," then it's sort of like I don't want to know what I'm going to get when I choose what to eat or which character to play as... I hope that makes sense. I could go into much more detail about every little system I have (I probably couldn't remember them all), but then this list would be way too long, because I have one for practically everything. I also have a list of things I do each day and they're all in a particular order. For example, Bible reading, Check the news, work out what I'm going to wear tomorrow (using a system), check Christian Forums...
Thank you and God bless
Roseheart