Is it depression?

[Fowler]

Hey guys!

So... I have noticed that it's 2nd autumn, when I encounter these symptoms... The thing is... I love snow, snowing or rain alot... Sounds, wind,cold and so on... However, 4 years ago we moved to the country, where the sun shines 350 days... I was angry a bit, but still could handle that... Now I cant face it anymore... At first, I'd swear a bit or simply complain about sun shining, lack of dark sky or rains... But i think it turns into depression.. Yesterday before going to sleep I was crying for 20 mins... I was murmuring snow snow... where is it... who took it away? This sun will blind me... I imagined how I was walking on the street of my old city, where snow covered everything, where rains swept through the fields... It caused more hysteria... I remembered me and my old friends playing snowballs or making snowman... BUT THERE IS NO SNOW OR RAIN IN MY current location... You must wait till december till It ********* snows here. I hate it... I wanted my current place to be destroyed by meteor... I wanted sun to disappear... When I woke up, I found myself tired and exhausted...
Help me, please... Is it depression? panic attacks???
P.S I also noticed tick on my left eye... It keeps twitching like every 3-4 hours a day...

Thanks all!
God Bless!

 

[miss-a]

Fowler,

I'd definitely see a doctor. It sounds like it could be depression. Best to have it checked. I'll be praying for you. Remember, God will find a way to lead you to peace. That way may be a doctor's care, but also make sure you are in fellowship with mature Christian men, as well. You may find some of them have been through what you are experiencing and will be able to advise you.

Praying,
A

 

[Lady Bug]

man, I'm the opposite. fall is the most dreadful season of all in terms of heightening my depression. I don't care how pretty it is - something about it evokes such depressive feelings of wanting to cry on just about anything. I was going to even write a thread about it but maybe that would be redundant now.

I wish I could move to a place where I didn't see fall and winter anymore. I'd be so relieved.

 

[AdamKane]

I understand how you feel. I have an insatiable love for dark skies and bad weather. I don't get quite as upset about bright skies as you do, but I don't generally like them. I especially love lightning. I hope what you have is not depression. I will pray for you and maybe God will send a little rain your way.

 

[Fowler]

O guys! Thanks for your responses! I will go to a doc next week!
God Bless!