My husband and I have been married 6 years together for 10. We now have 3 children. The night before my newborn was born (she came early, this is why). He told me he wanted to sepperate. That he loves me more then I knOw, I deserve better then him. . Blah blah. That he's been doing recreational drugs our entire relationship. And he's tired of lying to me about who he is. . I now have a 4, 2 and 4 week old. A business and a house to look after on my own. . He wants to lead a sepperate life but he's ALWAYS here (well exept night times. When I need him the most!). I feel like I have no choices. He Pays for our house, bills, food. Everything. So I'm trying to be smart. I don't want things to get ugly. He knows our kids will always be with me. So he's just coming and going as he pleases. My 2 year old is a mess. My husband is the light of his life. . And the best thing for them is to see him as much as possible right? I think I want my marriage? Not like this. But to be a whole. Healthy family. But at the same time I truly hate him for doing this to me. To my babies. For robbing me of this most Precious time. The Lord has been telling me to stand still. But for how long?? I'm tired and loney. And so sad. .
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